Asked T for a hug in my email

If I fail the exam, I can retake it again in several months.

T also said to email him and let him know how I did on the exam.

I hope you are in a calmer place now and perhaps you can study a bit now. Who knows, it might be enough to succeed on the exam tomorrow. I wish you luck!

I'm glad you heard back from your T and that he explained what was going on. Hope your exam goes well!

Thanks everyone!! So much!

And another surprise just happened!

I was invited to interview for a job tomorrow!

This day has turned around.

I'm pleased for you Hope , now you have lots of positive energy with you for your exam !

Thanks for all of the support. You are all so wonderful. I'm really glad to have you all for support.

I may have to take this exam again later this year. There is just too much stuff that hasn't been studied yet and the exam is in the morning.

I'm going to at least go to the exam and try.

For big exams when I need to study huge amounts to a deadline, I go to bed super early and sleep the four hour REM sleep cycle. Then, I wake up, drink a huge cup of coffee , and study right down to the wire of the exam, and everything is fresh in short term memory. It isn't obviously the best way to learn, but it is kind of exhilarating. I believe you can pass this test, especially with the great support you received here, and your T being kind of heroic from out of the country bc he obviously cares. Bed. Sleep. Coffee, Study right until the deadline.

My T is definitely awesome. I'm glad that I get to see him in the morning.