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Old Aug 22, 2017, 11:55 PM
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It's almost 1 am and I'm feeling crappy. Mainly feeling sorry for myself and past five years of depression. Hell maybe it's more. I kinda wish I could go to my iop now and airout some of my feelings and get feedback. Actually I wish their is anyone I can talk to right now. I'm safe, just don't want to be in pain anymore.
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Old Aug 23, 2017, 12:02 AM
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What do you want to talk about?
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Old Aug 23, 2017, 12:05 AM
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What do you want to talk about?
How this happened? My depression. How I can return to my activities that I loved and not stare at a damm ceiling feeling sorry for myself. Frustrated and depressed. Not a good combo.
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Old Aug 23, 2017, 12:12 AM
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I know that feel... I don't know how this happened. I remember myself doing some activities. Being happy. It seems like a dream now.

I'm sorry, I do not know much about you... I see you're taking meds. Does they help you? Does anything help you?
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Old Aug 23, 2017, 12:19 AM
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I know that feel... I don't know how this happened. I remember myself doing some activities. Being happy. It seems like a dream now.

I'm sorry, I do not know much about you... I see you're taking meds. Does they help you? Does anything help you?
I don't know anymore. I just recently started iop and I'm hoping it will work. The psychiatrist said he believes I have treat,met resistance depression. Started me on lamictal, only at 25 mg. My old pdoc stopped me on latuda for eps symptoms and lithium cause of high levels and possibly toxicity. The rest of the meds are the same.

I'm just hoping this will finally be my answer to my pain. Iop. I miss my activities, weight lifting and martial arts so much but I can't muster the strength to return.
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Old Aug 23, 2017, 12:25 AM
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I hope it'll help you.
You started iop - that means you're coping! Very well done!
You miss your activities - that means you want to do something, but just can't. You have feelings and wishes. Well done again!

I know, everything seems hopeless sometimes. But I'm sure your happy life will come back.
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Old Aug 23, 2017, 12:31 AM
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I lose motivation and anxiety takes over. Thanks for chatting. I hate this rollercoaster ride.
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Old Aug 23, 2017, 12:37 AM
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Yes, it sucks...
Please don't give up. You're strong and brave, you can cope.
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Old Aug 23, 2017, 12:48 AM
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I think I did. Years ago.
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Old Aug 23, 2017, 12:57 AM
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No... You're taking meds, you started iop. You do everything you can. Maybe you don't believe it can help... But you cope.
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