[miley12]

hello everyone ☺

So long story short, I hate my psychiatrist. I thought she wanted to help me but ended up hurting + confusing me.

After the first two visits, she said she doesn't contact patients outside her office, but then offered me her number even though I told her I shouldn't have it cuz I know how obsessed I can be. I took it. She asked me to send something I wrote to her. Then I began texting and she would reply & sometimes not look at my msgs & I'd get upset & feel invalidated.. I texted her that I self harm (cuz I wanted her to care). Then she said she thinks I have borderline personality disorder based on the symptoms I have shown.

Then I do smth stupid and overdose and she came & sat with me in the ER and told me she will block me from texting her in wtsapp for my own sake. She said it's ok to contact her though for only important situations. I texted her after a while about something important (wanted to drop out of college + stop medication cold turkey) she didn't reply.. then I asked her the next day asking to block me from texting by sms since she says something and does something different..

i dropped out of uni & stopped ssri. Then next appt. came and i tell her i don't like her cuz she said i have BPD.. she tried to not take the blame & told me the whole team that was treating me said I had BPD.. i felt very insecure to what she said and self cautious since "others" are talking about me! I knew she lied cuz the "whole" team was only 2 psychologists & asked her if they said it she said "no the whole team said so".. the whole team was 2 people!! & the 2 weren't qualified to diagnose and with my previous psychiatrist i told him i think i have bipolar cuz of my mood swings and he said "no u dont".. so who said so other than her!!

i desperately wanted her attention but i know now it is wrong.. i am over it.

But

she makes me feel hurt for rejecting me.. for lieing to my face.. for not prescribing a midicine i was taking for a while for emergency cases.. for thinking she is being professional but causing damage.. i am a lovely person to hang with, but i dont want to be myself around her bcuz i dont trus her anymore..

I am very reserved around others & she was an exception.. i think for my next appt. with her i will be reserved again and never open up..

how can i tell her to transfer me to another dr. and what should i do if she comes up with an excuse not to transfer me.. ?

[AllHeart]

Originally Posted by miley12

hello everyone ☺
how can i tell her to transfer me to another dr. and what should i do if she comes up with an excuse not to transfer me.. ?

I would find my own psychiatrist outside of the system that the current psychiatrist is in, or, contact my general practitioner and ask him to help with a new referral. If that didn't pan out, I would call someone in current psychiatrists admin department to find out protocol for transferring before approaching the untrustworthy psychiatrist. Know your options, know your rights so you can make an informed decision that best suits your needs. Good luck.