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Originally Posted by starfishing
"Intense" is a good way of summing it up. Twice weekly often seems to stir things up more deeply, and many weeks it feels like it makes therapy and the content/issues we're working on have a larger presence in my life overall. On the flip side, having two sessions feels like it's better able to contain that intensity in a (mostly) manageable way.
It's definitely a net positive and I'm really glad I can go twice a week, but my current experience is that it makes therapy into a significant project pretty consistently. As opposed to my experience going once weekly where some weeks therapy felt like a big deal and some weeks it was pretty relaxed, and didn't register heavily or take much energy, 2x makes it feel almost like a work or volunteer commitment I've taken on, where the investment is expected/required whether I feel like it or not. And not in the sense that my therapist is holding my feet to the fire or anything, more that it's something my psyche and internal processes are holding me to and demanding I pay attention to.
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I've been going twice a week for maybe 4 months, and I think this is a good description of it. I've also found it helps me with some attachment issues with my T and I'm better able to sit with thoughts/feelings knowing I'll be seeing him in 3 or 4 days instead of 7 (that said, I still e-mail between sessions at times). I feel like I'm making more progress, that I can do deeper work on issues because it's easier to continue from last session (at least for me) if it's been less than a week. I found when I was going weekly, I'd often end up talking about something that happened in my life the past week instead of continuing things from the previous session. I think going more often keeps me focused.
But, working on deeper issues like that also means they're more on my mind. I also can be a bit zoned out after a therapy session, trying to process everything, so twice a week means that happens more often. And then I'll spend some time anticipating the next session, thinking about what we'll discuss. So, as you said, therapy is very much on my mind. Then again, it was on my mind a lot when going weekly before...(and really, for a long time, I was seeing my individual ex-T once a week and my marriage counselor once a week, so I was having some form of therapy twice a week anyway--which is part of why my current T offered me twice a week, now that we're not seeing ex-MC anymore).