What T said

I used to dissociate Id stare up in the corner, not be listening to my therapist and just away. I dont know this therapist that and would feel very vulnerable. I also live in a assisted living facilty. they sent this one guy to the psych hospital for just looking dazed. Turns out he was just tipsy. There are mainly old people here. My psych np and therapist dont come here. I go to them. So the owner wont understand whats going on if that happens. The first thing she would do is send me to the psych hospital. I cant go back to the psych hospital because they told me I would be going to the state hospital for a very long time. I have a history of cutting.

I am saying no one here is dealing with trauma.

they cant do that unless you are expressing symptoms that warrant it. dissociating isnt one of them.