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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,767
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Jun 13, 2019 at 08:08 PM
#761
Had this stupid delusion that maybe you'd reply tonight, like you have a few times in the past. Hopefully tomorrow morning, though I almost want to email and just be like "never mind." Then another part of me wants to see if you have any availability tomorrow. You likely don't, but part of me wants you to offer? Ugh, I'm so annoying...
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Jun 13, 2019 at 08:50 PM
#762
Thank you. Times about a million zillion.
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Member
Member Since May 2018
Location: United States
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Jun 13, 2019 at 10:27 PM
#763
I miss you I miss you I miss you.
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Magnate
Member Since Oct 2013
Location: CO
Posts: 2,305
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Jun 13, 2019 at 10:48 PM
#764
I am still disappointed that I won't see you tomorrow. That you dropped our Friday sessions. I'm glad we talked about my fear that this is your way of getting rid of me, and you tried to assure me that doing something like that would be deceitful. I think you were trying to get me to ask why you dropped Fridays when you asked me if I don't feel like I can ask you why you did so. I wish you would just tell me why so I could stop taking it so personal.
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Jun 13, 2019 at 10:56 PM
#765
And oh yeah I ordered that book we talked about.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2016
Location: Mississippi
Posts: 4,457
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Jun 14, 2019 at 12:53 AM
#766
M.
Where did those tears come from? They feel like gaslit fake tears. Were they real? I don’t know. I can’t find them now and I wish I could. Numb. This sucks! I flushed her stupid teeth. I’m good and I will journal. Night. Trail __________________ "What is denied, cannot be healed." - Brennan Manning "Hope knows that if great trials are avoided, great deeds remain undone and the possibility of growth into greatness of soul is aborted." - Brennan Manning |
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Magnate
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 2,161
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Jun 14, 2019 at 06:47 AM
#767
On Wednesday I said "I love you" and you said "And I love you". You have never replied to me like that before. It just melts my heart. You know that.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Aug 2017
Location: A house
Posts: 4,412
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Jun 14, 2019 at 07:36 AM
#768
t3, I wasn't planning to ever see you again but I needed someone to talk to and well baby T was busy. Anyway, you were actually pretty decent yesterday. A lot of things made me think when I left and I appreciate so much you remaining emotionally distant with me, making it a breeze for me to do the same. I am so much less anxious without attachment in therapy.
Wish you were covered in my insurance, I might consider you regularly, short term. __________________ Grief is the price you pay for love. |
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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
Posts: 4,798
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Jun 14, 2019 at 08:08 AM
#769
No brown envelope. Frustration increasing.
__________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Community Support Team 
Member Since Dec 2015
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 54,206
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Jun 14, 2019 at 09:03 AM
#770
Treble Clef,
I'm sad today. -Butterfly |
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Magnate
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 2,161
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Jun 14, 2019 at 10:52 AM
#771
I miss you. One thing that the last couple of intense sessions has done is reintensified the transference. All kinds of transference. Sigh. And you are away now till the 26th. Urgh.
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,767
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Jun 14, 2019 at 11:56 AM
#772
Dear T,
Thanks for that. Was it just my imagination, or did you seem particularly affected by a few of the things I said? You just seemed really invested in me today. Wish we could have had an extra 20 minutes or something. But I'll be OK. Love, LT |
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Member Since Apr 2017
Location: Parts Unknown
Posts: 333
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Jun 14, 2019 at 12:08 PM
#773
Dear T,
Getting back into the groove of this therapy thing is going to be hard. I miss you already and wish I could come more than once a week right now. |
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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
Posts: 4,798
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Jun 14, 2019 at 04:09 PM
#774
The Critic's being a ****...you would have said if anything felt off about last session, right?
__________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Member Since May 2019
Location: Earth
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Jun 14, 2019 at 05:22 PM
#775
I'm backsliding and my anxiety/depression (& anger) is getting worse again. I regret trying to taper off antidepressants and maybe I should just keep using them as usual. But at the same time, I feel like I'm using the meds as a crutch.
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Poohbah
Member Since Jul 2017
Location: Somewhere
Posts: 1,019
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Jun 14, 2019 at 09:31 PM
#776
Dear T,
Whatever is going on with h is his own stuff. I definitely was hallucinating the other day. I do feel better, though. I also have been majorly attached to you. And yet unable to be comforted by you because of my fears.  I don't want to be this way, it scares me majorly I was surprised when I didn't go to the doctor, too.  "Too much money". I have majorly been "stuck". I Hope to move forward or will at least try to do so.I really don't want to bother you. Tomorrow I am going to the library to see something interesting to read I went to the beach. I can't control what h does. Nor am I going to try to do so. I need to work on me. I have also looked at different groups we taked about. me __________________ |
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Magnate
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 2,161
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Jun 15, 2019 at 04:55 AM
#777
I am just reading your new supervisor's book. Seems they don't think therapeutic touch is a good idea? I wonder how that goes down when you talk about your work with me?
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,700
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Jun 15, 2019 at 07:09 AM
#778
46 days till you go away on holiday.
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." 
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,700
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Jun 15, 2019 at 10:26 AM
#779
Emails for today:
Email 1 at 9.28am : Quote:
Quote:
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing."
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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
Posts: 4,798
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Jun 15, 2019 at 12:30 PM
#780
Unbelievably, I'm facing even more upheaval at work. One of my colleagues is now definitely leaving, alongside the very real possibility of the person I previously mentioned leaving.
Clearly safety is something that needs to emerge from me, but I don't even know how to start that process. __________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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