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Grand Magnate
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Aug 19, 2019 at 07:21 PM
#481
I've been thinking about stuff I might tell you, and it all makes me sick to my stomach. At the same time, my mind keeps returning to the idea. I don't know why. Is this some sort of self flagellation? Or maybe just some sort of compulsion to make myself feel terrible? I don't get it.
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Aug 19, 2019 at 07:53 PM
#482
Dear T please let us have a good session tonight. I need a good one to get me through. Kit
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Aug 19, 2019 at 10:04 PM
#483
Dear T,
I would really like to get to the point where I no longer feel like crying 24/7.... any chance you could help with that one??? |
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Aug 19, 2019 at 10:19 PM
#484
T,
Why do I feel like I'm doing good, but the fear stops me from saying this. In 5 days I'll have 2 months clean. I just got back from vacation, and spent a lot of time getting self care in. The next term could be difficult, can I do it?? |
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Comfy Sedation
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Aug 20, 2019 at 03:58 AM
#485
Pls don't cry today
Lol 💚 __________________ 
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Big Poppa
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Aug 20, 2019 at 05:37 AM
#486
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Big Poppa
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Aug 20, 2019 at 05:40 AM
#487
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I believe we stop crying when we've cried enough. It's that simple and that hard. __________________ Mr Ambassador, alias Ancient Plax, alias Captain Therapy, alias Big Poppa, alias Secret Spy, etc. Add that to your tattoo, Baby! |
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Aug 20, 2019 at 09:19 AM
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Aug 20, 2019 at 09:48 AM
#489
T2,
I am so tired of these ****ing people not doing their damn jobs. Two instances where I am in limbo waiting for these aholes to get their **** together. __________________ "Take me with you, I don't need shoes to follow, Bare feet running with you, Somewhere the rainbow ends, my dear." - Tori Amos |
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Aug 20, 2019 at 12:01 PM
#490
Dear T: thanks for last night. I may not have gotten the response I was looking for, but you were there, you heard it, you held it, and hopefully I can release it. Thanks. Kit
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Aug 20, 2019 at 09:13 PM
#491
I don't want to see you. I don't want to talk to you (or anyone else). I don't see the point of rehashing any of this. It's stupid and pointless. I want to quit. I just wish I knew how to do it.
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Aug 21, 2019 at 03:53 AM
#492
I'm sorry u are worried about me and I understand what u were saying and I'm sorry I had a strong reaction to it . At the time I shut down and left the room mentally, I domt know how long I spent in that ball sheilding myself from you
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Aug 21, 2019 at 12:48 PM
#493
U said "I care about you. I dont want anything yo happen to you"
Do u really mean that .. __________________
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Aug 21, 2019 at 05:32 PM
#494
Treble Clef,
Thank you for agreeing to meet with me twice this week. -Butterfly |
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Big Poppa
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Aug 21, 2019 at 05:32 PM
#495
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Aug 21, 2019 at 07:36 PM
#496
I seem to be losing a lot of weight pretty fast. I’m not sick though. I see my therapist on Monday and it will have been 2 weeks since the last time because she was on vacation. I’m sure she won’t freak out. There may be questions asked though.
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Aug 21, 2019 at 09:34 PM
#497
ExT I REALLY miss you today. Yesterday I was indifferent to the new T now I don't like him.
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Grand Magnate
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Aug 21, 2019 at 10:33 PM
#498
Why do you think I'm like this? I don't want to ask you, but I want to know what you think. Like why am I so contrary and defiant. And always feeling sorry for myself and selfish. How come I am so yuck.
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Aug 22, 2019 at 12:05 AM
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Aug 22, 2019 at 03:49 AM
#500
Hi Matt I am sorry I missed ur phone calls last night I had fallen asleep please will u try calling again today ?? Read my mind !!
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