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Wise Elder
Member Since Nov 2013
Location: US
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Jan 06, 2020 at 11:39 PM
#221
I'm really struggling. My self care is dismal, my health is declining, another tooth broke off, I lost my Medicaid, my sister's boyfriend's mom only has a few days left to live because of cancer so I'm stepping up as a support for my sister, my husband doesn't know if he has a job anymore, and school is about to start. And I'm still doing all the chores. I want to die! I know it's so selfish of me especially with what's going on with the boyfriend's mom, but it's how I feel. I'm exhausted from life.
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Roses are falling.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
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Jan 07, 2020 at 05:01 AM
#222
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Wait for the drumroll with him. I started a thing with my sisters where we play T and say call ourselves dr nicky! How can you not love the fact she doesn't ever close her blinds?!? Paco i found whiny. Hated Benji. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." 
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Roses are falling.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
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Jan 07, 2020 at 05:05 AM
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As cliched as it sounds one moment at a time. Has H been fired? Or not been going to work? I'm sorry about the tooth. Can you email T for extra support right now? __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing."
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Member Since Jan 2020
Location: Somewhere I'm working to leave
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Jan 07, 2020 at 05:11 AM
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Jan 07, 2020 at 05:54 AM
#225
Ungrateful cats! Mr Grumpyface was sitting on my lap and i was waving my fingers around to cheer him up then his ears come forward his eyes open up and his smacks me in the face.
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
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Jan 07, 2020 at 08:27 AM
#226
Hugs, Scarlet. I think anyone would be overwhelmed by all of that. Could you reach out to your T?
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Member Since Oct 2019
Location: Ct
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Jan 07, 2020 at 08:58 AM
#227
First appointment of the day with new T. Came 5 mins early. And waiting room is locked???
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Member Since Oct 2019
Location: Ct
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Jan 07, 2020 at 09:00 AM
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1 minute to my appt. door still locked.
It is my appt time now. Hmmmm. |
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underdog is here
Member Since Sep 2011
Location: blank
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Jan 07, 2020 at 09:49 AM
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__________________ Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
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Location: Ct
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Jan 07, 2020 at 10:29 AM
#230
I dodged a bullet. He came late. Unlocked all doors. Turned on all lights. Heating. Good 5 mins settling in.
When i told him a coworker called me a ****** (curse word)and always picked on me. He tried to convince me that it was a compliment and i shud take it as such. I was like hmmm. No. That was offensive. He continued telling me i m looking at it the wrong way. |
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Wise Elder
Member Since Nov 2013
Location: US
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Jan 07, 2020 at 11:00 AM
#231
I did leave L a voicemail last night. Per our agreement, she should be calling me back some time today. I also emailed her telling her all that's going on. I hope I hear back from her soon.
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: North America
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Jan 07, 2020 at 11:49 AM
#232
Wanting to take a nap (had to wake up at 5:30 for an early therapy appt) but they're doing construction across the street.
Harumph. Also feeling sort of sad and bored and empty. |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
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Jan 07, 2020 at 12:19 PM
#233
I hope you hear from your T soon @ScarletPimpernel and that it's helpful to you. You are going through a lot right now. HUGS Kit
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
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Jan 07, 2020 at 12:24 PM
#234
I had Pastor T last night. It went okay. He's pushing me to give up SH (which I know I should, but....) so I'm really trying to think about that. Like what would that look like? How could I do that? What happens when I get sui because SH makes that stuff go away. Same with hallucinations. I'm going to talk more about it to Regular T when I see her on Saturday. I was overwhelmed last night though. I just went and laid down in bed after the session and needed to decompress. I need a clear head. On a positive note, I haven't had to take Xanax yet to get through the stress at work today. That's a positive! And my arms aren't hurting as much from the recent SH. Also positive. I didn't want to come to work today but I made myself. I'm wanting to isolate I think. Not sure what that is about. Self protection? Too much stress at work? IDK. I'm proud of myself for getting myself to work today. HUGS all, Kit
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Member Since Sep 2011
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Jan 07, 2020 at 12:28 PM
#235
I am trying to decide on whether I will use an indoor cycle at home or not. I am not enamored of peloton but I am intrigued over something like ifit or zwick(I think that is the name of it)
__________________ Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
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Child of a lesser god
Member Since Jun 2015
Location: Tartarus
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Jan 07, 2020 at 02:08 PM
#236
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Just don’t become like the Peloton Wife. First excuse of the semester: “I am in an earthquake zone and may not be able to travel the next few weeks.” May they all be as good. __________________ The secret to eternal youth is arrested development.—Alice Roosevelt Longworth |
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Wise Elder
Member Since Nov 2013
Location: US
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Jan 07, 2020 at 02:50 PM
#237
Talked to L. I feel a little bit better. Luckily, I see her tomorrow so we can discuss more about boundaries with my family, and what to do now that I can't go to the hospital as part of my crisis plan since I no longer have insurance. I mean, I guess it's still there in dire emergency, but that's a fine line and I'm not sure I can recognize a crisis vs an emergency.
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Magnate
Member Since Oct 2013
Location: CO
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Jan 07, 2020 at 03:30 PM
#238
I think I'm getting kicked to the curb by my T, or at the very least that's how I'm feeling about what he said today. He said that sui thoughts have been persistent even with our treatment together, and maybe I need more to be helpful. Since I pay with state insurance, he wants to talk to the case manager to see if they know anything else that's out there. I feel like I'm doing everything possible and I don't want to terminate with T. I feel like he's been helpful. I hate this and I can't even talk to him about it without being in tears.
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Elder Harridan x-hankster
Member Since Jun 2011
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Jan 07, 2020 at 03:31 PM
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Magnate
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Jan 07, 2020 at 03:38 PM
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