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Old Mar 24, 2021, 06:07 AM
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@Toughcooki,

First of all, thank you very much for your service.

I am so sorry for what you are having to go through. You know it SUCKS the way the VA treats their soldiers. It really does. They are so disrespectful.

That's good that you cancelled him. Save your money.

Now that you are going outside the VA, I should tell you that many psychologists do EMDR. There is good research that supports this treatment. I have been having EMDR treatments for years for the trauma that I have experienced. He has also worked used this technique with military veterans.

My psychologist told me that the more traumatic the experience, the faster you are able to access the negative feelings. When this happens, the faster the technique works.

Just make sure that the psychologist is following the Francie Shapiro, Ph.d method. Dr. Shapiro is the one who developed this technique.

I hope you can find someone outside the VA. Please let us know how it goes.

Again, thank you again for your service. I am sorry for what you are going through.
Thank you, I appreciate your comments. My psych doctor, who manages my meds, actually agreed with me that going through the VA for therapy is counter-productive bc of the way they handle it, with the 12 sessions and that's it.... because I have too many issues to cover in 12 sessions, so she's putting in an order to allow me to have long-term therapy outside the VA, with the VA paying for it! She is just so nice. that the word 'nice' doesn't even cover it.
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Old Mar 24, 2021, 09:46 AM
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Thank you, I appreciate your comments. My psych doctor, who manages my meds, actually agreed with me that going through the VA for therapy is counter-productive bc of the way they handle it, with the 12 sessions and that's it.... because I have too many issues to cover in 12 sessions, so she's putting in an order to allow me to have long-term therapy outside the VA, with the VA paying for it! She is just so nice. that the word 'nice' doesn't even cover it.
Wow, that's awesome of your psych doctor. I'm glad you may have found a solution that works! I hope you can find a good therapist that will work with you long term so you can live a full and happy life.
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Old Mar 24, 2021, 01:37 PM
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I actually told her a few weeks later how I felt that it was unprofessional, and that I didn't feel comfortable seeing her again, and asked her to clear me to see a different doctor instead. She said I was being too sensitive, and cleared me to see another doctor.

Glad that you told her that she was being unprofessional. It REALLY kills me when therapists turn around and state that the client was being too sensitive, when they were being disgusting and unprofessional af.
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Old Mar 24, 2021, 01:55 PM
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Thank you for your response, @NP_Complete. I have trust issues anyway, lol, so it's challenging. The VA therapists start by saying, OK tell me your traumas. Then I have to blurt out all my worst stuff to them, complete stranger that they are. Then they say, yeah, you're going to need some therapy to deal with that! Then, after 10 sessons or so, they say, OK we're getting to the end, you're good now! Then I have to say, no, I don't think I'm Good, I feel terrible, and then they say no, you're fine, this is Good enough to go on with. And then I give up and after a few weeks I talk myself out of giving up and so I have to force myself to push and push until they send me to another therapist, and then it starts again. I hate asking for things, I hate the whole process, so it's just ugly start to finish.

You know this is just to add on to what you said here. It is so tiring and frustrating to have to constantly repeat the traumas that you go through to each new therapist.
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Old Mar 24, 2021, 01:58 PM
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Thank you, I appreciate your comments. My psych doctor, who manages my meds, actually agreed with me that going through the VA for therapy is counter-productive bc of the way they handle it, with the 12 sessions and that's it.... because I have too many issues to cover in 12 sessions, so she's putting in an order to allow me to have long-term therapy outside the VA, with the VA paying for it! She is just so nice. that the word 'nice' doesn't even cover it.

Toughcooki, that is AWESOME NEWS! I am glad to hear that!
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Old Mar 24, 2021, 03:01 PM
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Reading through your story made me so sad. And soooo angry that the VA system is so horribly broken.
Glad that you may be getting yo the therapy you need and deserve.
Dont give up!

I didnt address my childhood issues until a few years ago.
Been very fortunate to connect with a therapist who gets me and Ive made much progress. Its awful that Ive been able to see a therapist with no time consteaints with a small copay while your experience is so very difficult.

Wish you better going forward!
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Old Mar 25, 2021, 06:37 AM
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Wow, that's awesome of your psych doctor. I'm glad you may have found a solution that works! I hope you can find a good therapist that will work with you long term so you can live a full and happy life.
Thank you so much! Yes, she is AWESOME. I hope so too!
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Old Mar 25, 2021, 06:39 AM
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Toughcooki, that is AWESOME NEWS! I am glad to hear that!
Thank you! And I agree about having to start over w/ new therapists every 12 sessions. it's awful. It's awful to have to blurt out the traumas, but having to do it over and over with each new therapist is just. ... Ugh!
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Old Mar 25, 2021, 06:41 AM
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Reading through your story made me so sad. And soooo angry that the VA system is so horribly broken.
Glad that you may be getting yo the therapy you need and deserve.
Dont give up!

I didnt address my childhood issues until a few years ago.
Been very fortunate to connect with a therapist who gets me and Ive made much progress. Its awful that Ive been able to see a therapist with no time consteaints with a small copay while your experience is so very difficult.

Wish you better going forward!
Thank you. I hope I'll have a good T when this is all done. The VA system is better in some ways, since we can see doctors on the outside now where 10 years ago that wasn't the case. But the mental health aspect of the VA is a mess. They just very recently shut down group therapy and all long-term therapy in favor of the 12 session model. As time goes forward I'm sure they'll realize the error, but right now it's really tough on people. I'm glad you have a good therapist! I hope you keep making progress!
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Old Mar 25, 2021, 02:41 PM
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Thank you. I hope I'll have a good T when this is all done. The VA system is better in some ways, since we can see doctors on the outside now where 10 years ago that wasn't the case. But the mental health aspect of the VA is a mess. They just very recently shut down group therapy and all long-term therapy in favor of the 12 session model. As time goes forward I'm sure they'll realize the error, but right now it's really tough on people. I'm glad you have a good therapist! I hope you keep making progress!

That is a shame! The VA is the one place where veterans can get support from a group.

I hope you can find a good psychologist to work with.
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Old Mar 26, 2021, 02:01 PM
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That is a shame! The VA is the one place where veterans can get support from a group.

I hope you can find a good psychologist to work with.
Thank you very much. I agree - especially combat vets, no one else really understands that other than someone who's gone through it.
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Old Mar 28, 2021, 09:16 PM
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I am glad by the end of this thread you got a Psych Doc that put you in for Care in the Community, especially during this time we were in. I am a Veteran too with PTSD. I have a therapist in the community too. Been with her for 7 years. I have learned that you really need to be your own advocate for care. Going to the Patient Advocate, and even to the director of Patient Care of the hospital. That got things moving when I needed it too. VA system needs work. Community care as gone through 4 different vendors in the 7 years I have been with my therapist. Its now with Optum. Unsure of the process so far but the beginning of it all was horrible. March 25 I got a call from CITC about starting with my therapist back in Feb and seeing if I got the care I needed, at least trying to see if its working though months to late.
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Old Mar 29, 2021, 01:25 PM
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Thank you very much. I agree - especially combat vets, no one else really understands that other than someone who's gone through it.
Yes, I was actually referring to combat vets. Thank you for mentioning it.

You know if they had combat support groups for the different wars, I think that would be helpful. For instance, one group for Iraqi Freedom, one group for desert storm, one group for Vietnam vets.

You might want to look for a psychologist that specializes in PTSD for vets. If there isn't any, than just ask about PTSD.
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Old Mar 31, 2021, 07:38 AM
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I am glad by the end of this thread you got a Psych Doc that put you in for Care in the Community, especially during this time we were in. I am a Veteran too with PTSD. I have a therapist in the community too. Been with her for 7 years. I have learned that you really need to be your own advocate for care. Going to the Patient Advocate, and even to the director of Patient Care of the hospital. That got things moving when I needed it too. VA system needs work. Community care as gone through 4 different vendors in the 7 years I have been with my therapist. Its now with Optum. Unsure of the process so far but the beginning of it all was horrible. March 25 I got a call from CITC about starting with my therapist back in Feb and seeing if I got the care I needed, at least trying to see if its working though months to late.
It really is a mess - but even though we have to yell and scream and fight to get care, at least we can get care now. When I first got out, it was VA or the highway, and if the VA said you were fine, you just go home and suffer, lol.
I'm glad you have a good long-term therapist, and I hope she's helping you!
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Old Mar 31, 2021, 07:43 AM
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Yes, I was actually referring to combat vets. Thank you for mentioning it.

You know if they had combat support groups for the different wars, I think that would be helpful. For instance, one group for Iraqi Freedom, one group for desert storm, one group for Vietnam vets.

You might want to look for a psychologist that specializes in PTSD for vets. If there isn't any, than just ask about PTSD.
I agree - every action is different, so you'd think the support groups would be different as well.
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Old Apr 18, 2021, 07:50 PM
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The first therapist I saw was someone who was only allowed by the nature of the charity that she worked for to conduct short term therapy. We did have several months though, just long enough for her to determine that I needed very long term therapy. I was so lucky that she recognised that, told me that and waited for me to find someone who would work with me like that. You have not been afforded that same service and that is shocking. Maybe they are trying to just build up their numbers of 'fixed' people. Whatever their issue is, it is not your fault. A lifetime of crap can take years to work through, especially if you are untrusting in nature because of your past and especially if you have a 'shut down and deny' mentality. Something the military teaches you to do with your emotions from day one! I have been in therapy not for about five years. We have made enormous progress in some areas and very little in others. I asked my T just last week whether she thought continuing could help and she said that yes, she still felt there was work to be done. Not in a money grabbing way but in a way that she wants me to feel not so trapped by the weight of my feelings. Or something like that. Anyway, your original question was does everyone feel bad all the time. I think the answer is no. I think that as humans it is natural that we all suffer sometime. That we all feel shame sometimes. That we all have dark days. But there should also be light, hope, fun, positivity etc. It should be balanced. Trust yourself is something my T often says to me. You know in your gut what is right for you and it seems from your post that you know you need more help, so go out there and get it. You will likely need to go private if the service you were using won't help but for me, it has been the best thousands of pounds I have spent, and I will continue spending it all the time I believe I am benefiting or will benefit. (Right now it seems hopeless to me some days but I trust in the process enough having made such incredible changes in my life because of therapy) go for it, I say.
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Old Aug 25, 2021, 10:38 AM
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The first therapist I saw was someone who was only allowed by the nature of the charity that she worked for to conduct short term therapy. We did have several months though, just long enough for her to determine that I needed very long term therapy. I was so lucky that she recognised that, told me that and waited for me to find someone who would work with me like that. You have not been afforded that same service and that is shocking. Maybe they are trying to just build up their numbers of 'fixed' people. Whatever their issue is, it is not your fault. A lifetime of crap can take years to work through, especially if you are untrusting in nature because of your past and especially if you have a 'shut down and deny' mentality. Something the military teaches you to do with your emotions from day one! I have been in therapy not for about five years. We have made enormous progress in some areas and very little in others. I asked my T just last week whether she thought continuing could help and she said that yes, she still felt there was work to be done. Not in a money grabbing way but in a way that she wants me to feel not so trapped by the weight of my feelings. Or something like that. Anyway, your original question was does everyone feel bad all the time. I think the answer is no. I think that as humans it is natural that we all suffer sometime. That we all feel shame sometimes. That we all have dark days. But there should also be light, hope, fun, positivity etc. It should be balanced. Trust yourself is something my T often says to me. You know in your gut what is right for you and it seems from your post that you know you need more help, so go out there and get it. You will likely need to go private if the service you were using won't help but for me, it has been the best thousands of pounds I have spent, and I will continue spending it all the time I believe I am benefiting or will benefit. (Right now it seems hopeless to me some days but I trust in the process enough having made such incredible changes in my life because of therapy) go for it, I say.
Thanks for this. I'm paying out of pocket right now, as the consult for the VA to pay for it just never seems to go through. And I just really need it. Every day it seems like I uncover something else that is messing up the way I handle day-to-day life. I will just keep plugging along and eventually maybe I'll slog my way through enough of it that I can feel better!
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