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and shut up. i ****ing KNOW it's all my own damn fault.
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I am so filled with self-hatred right now. And mad at you. It's not all my fault. You ****ed up too.
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Default May 06, 2024 at 12:04 PM
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Dear T,

I just don't know. I really don't know. Can we get through this? Do I even want to, at this point?

And seriously, did you have to ask for the book back right then? Really? Maybe it has nothing to do with the fish, but...

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I may have over-reacted last night as a result of too much wine. Heh.
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Dear CM,

Where are you??? Why haven't you called??? It's almost 5 and you said you'd call and we'd meet somewhere! This is why I can't fking deal with the BS they call "mental health treatment" because they make you feel like they can be your anchor and what do I get? An appointment with a new T that was cancelled and a CM that doesn't call when she says she will....Great introduction, local CMHC, good job.

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'When you're kneeling through the hours
And you're doubting your given powers
And when you're ready for her mercy
And you're worthy, then it will come...'



I cannot yet give voice to the primal element of my grief for Steve, but this performance of this song reaches an intensity that goes some way toward explaining it.

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Dear T,

It occurs to me that part of what's particularly difficult for me is your shifting narrative. At first, it's "There might not be room for the fish." Then it's "I want to have free reign to decorate my office as I choose." Now it's "Maybe I'll completely change the theme and look of the office." I understand you're trying to figure out what to do, but could you just pick a narrative? I could handle it much better if you keep many familiar things, even if Fish isn't one.

If you completely redecorate your office with new s...stuff, then it will be difficult to connect it with you. I strongly suspect at least a few other clients might feel similarly, even if they don't say anything about it. Please take us into account, too. I mean, we're paying for your new office, so...

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I want to discuss non health related stuff today. I'm not sure how to bring up some stuff though.

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Default May 08, 2024 at 01:12 PM
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TW for discussion of religion.

Emotional Lost nearly came to work today.

We haven't talked a great deal about my faith, but I think we need to.

I don't know how you feel about having that conversation.

Possible trigger:

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Default May 09, 2024 at 07:57 AM
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Thank you for bringing me back to earth.

We have a plan, and that helps.

'I love the way you talk about music' means a lot to me.

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Cycling trivialities …

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You suck. You have ruined me mentally and I hope you fail at your job

Dear new t.

Hopefully we click. I need a reason to believe therapy is worth it again

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Did my scheduling email go to your spam folder again? Not that its that big of a deal.

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I told G (new support worker) about Steve today.

On my birthday, because I am a deeply feeling human.

I didn't expect the conversation to go in that direction, but...she understands.

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