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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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Jun 29, 2024 at 12:00 PM
#681
I know you're worried about me and the 4th. I didn't even tell you my sister will be at Yosemite. But a several hour long car ride is too much and my mom needs this vacation. I'll be fine.
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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
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Jun 30, 2024 at 11:38 AM
#682
See you in the morning.
Let's have the session I'd originally planned for Thursday. __________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert
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Jun 30, 2024 at 03:40 PM
#683
I miss you. I guess this is gonna take longer than I had thought it would, when I'd been doing so well. It's the rain. I blame it on that. Some of our best sessions happened when it was raining outside, for some reason. I think I know why; listening to the rain while being in your office is about the most relaxing thing I can think of.
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Wise Elder
Member Since Nov 2013
Location: US
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Jun 30, 2024 at 03:56 PM
#684
Four ruptures at the same time. Can we please not have any more? I know it's based upon my reaction to my past traumas, but your actions are still what triggered me. I try so hard to be clear. I try so hard in general. Can we please just get through with all of this because I really need our connection/bond back.
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Tweaky Dog
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Jun 30, 2024 at 03:59 PM
#685
I'm so sorry you're going through this, Scarlet.
__________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Always in This Twilight
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Location: US
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Jul 01, 2024 at 10:27 AM
#686
Dear T,
Could you please just move already? I suspect it will just be disruption after disruption until you do. You were supposed to be in the new office today. Well, I guess you will be, at the time of my originally schedule session, but not permanently. It feels a bit weird that we'll be meeting someplace I've already said good-bye to, but I'd rather meet in person. Love, LT |
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Tweaky Dog
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Jul 01, 2024 at 11:54 AM
#687
Hi R,
I really need to feel safe with you over the next few weeks before we move online. My guard is up, and I need you to help me bring it down a little. Yes, I am pissed off that you dropped that on me when I'm in the middle of understanding a new layer of my relationship with Steve. It's great that I'm using other resources, but nobody else can sit with me in it, and remind me that the big feelings will subside. Ten more sleeps until the redux. __________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Jul 02, 2024 at 01:46 PM
#688
I feel like its a bit unproffesional to keep calling out that one therapist during our sessions and bringing her up. Which is why I kinda stuck up for her today and said I didn't think she was that bad and I've had worse therapists. But like just move on already.
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Tweaky Dog
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Jul 02, 2024 at 04:26 PM
#689
I wish I was the kind of person who could take changes in therapy in my stride.
The stuff we're working on at the moment is enough, without throwing anything else into the mix. __________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
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Jul 02, 2024 at 10:28 PM
#690
Dr. S. - I want to send you this quote from TV show and I am trying not to email you very much. I still miss the you I had. I am not sure that will ever really go away. I miss you almost every day. The moments are shorter and the tears are less. The pain of the loss still overshadows the gratitude of once having you in my life and all you gave me. I don't know yet how to flip that ratio. I am grateful for everything you did for me. Love me
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Always in This Twilight
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Yesterday at 03:24 PM
#691
Dear T,
You keep mentioning not wanting to hurt me. Not saying something for fear of hurting me. Where did this shift come from? I mean, I appreciate it. But a few years ago, maybe even a year ago, you'd have had no qualms about hurting me. Well, not that you'd have done so intentionally. But your focus would have been on being honest and, well, your own comfort. Not mine. Part of me feels I should talk about it, and part of me feels like I should just let it be and appreciate you sensitivity and care, with the hope that it lasts. Going to listen to the second part for now. Love, LT |
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