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I always sit on the very end of THAT COUCH in T's room. and at my end is a little table which holds THE KLEENEXS and also a little waste basket underneath the table. When ever I enter THE ROOM, I can't help myself but adjust the position of THE KLEENEXS and THE WASTE BASKET and also have too tell T to pull the floor rug up her end a bit more.

When I entered THE ROOM yesterday, I lifted my hand up and as I was about to go into MY ROUTINE, I grabbed my arm with my other hand just as I was about to adjust the postion of THE KLEENEX, and said "GGGRRR" LOL, T smiled, and said, "its ok, and dont' forget the rug and the waste basket LOL!

Made me feel like a child that is returning home to her mother and her mother knows all her little ways LOL!

Later in the session as I was "drifting" I was silently staring at the books on T's shelf and one author was Rachel Leff, I said, thats not right it should be Left not Leff, T said I dont know how the author would feel about that change? LOL. I said I don't care, and then T said, anything else that seems out of order?

HHmm perhaps its my feelings that still feel as if I need to reign them in? Perhaps its the order of my birth that I am still trying to correct? so many things to think about and so little time to do it LOL!

[chelsie]

I have OCD and bipolar...odd combination. but...my ocd consists of very wierd routines. when i feel that the phone should ring, i count in my head in sequences of 5. 1,2,3,4,5. and i keep going over and over, just counting. until the phone rings....i could be there all day.

When ever I enter T's room, I check to make sure there are no "specks" of stuff on the COUCH before I sit on it. I freak out thinking about having to sit on specks of someone else!

Ok i am crazy......

But at least I put the pillows back nicely for the next ***.