[purplebutterfly]

I go to see the Pdoc this afternoon, how honest should I be with her, I am still SIing and not doing well, should I write down all of the things that are going on with me. I always end up crying and not being able to tell her what is going on. I am getting nervous, what if she recommends going back into the hospital, I have been there twice in the last month and I can not go back. I hate it. Confused, worried and trying to keep it all together.

[Kiya]

honesty is the quickest way to healing. write down everything you can, including that you don't want to be in the hospital and need other interventions.

((((((((((((((pb)))))))))))))))

[Razzleberry]

Yes, write it down if you sometimes can't open up. I did this and it really really helped my pdoc figure out just what's going on. I also have trouble talking about things, slight social anxiety / shyness.

You'll be okay. Be honest and let your pdoc know exactly how bad you're doing. They are there to help you.