[MissCharlotte]

Has anyone seen my T? I miss him, a lot lot lot. My heart aches.

Today I don't have any great insight, no connections made. I have a headache. I haven't slept much for about five days now and I started work this week so I'm dragging big time. I am blown away by my reactions, this somatization of my emotional pain. (headache, lack of sleep.)

I'm not mad at him so I guess that means I'm growing up somewhat, but I just wish I had my therapy this week. Or next week.

I can't believe how much it hurts. What a price to pay.

((((((((((((((((((((((((((( Miss C ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I guess this is the flip side of the deep connection with T....the pain during his absence. I'm so sorry that you're hurting.

For me, it feels the worst in the middle of one of T's vacations, when there is an equal number of days since I've seen him and until I see him again. It feels SO dark. Once I get past that point, it still hurts, but I start to feel a little more hopeful that I will make it.

I wish I had a great suggestion to help you feel better. I guess all I can do is send lots of these

[sunrise]

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MissCharlotte said:
Has anyone seen my T?

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">I saw him last night. He was sitting at the bar, drinking with my T. (they were wearing their vests) They were talking about their favorite clients, but mostly my T told me later, he just talked about you. (I hope that's not breach of confidentiality.)

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Well, yeah, I think.

I was out shoe shopping and there was this very handsome guy looking at the sandals on the clearance rack.. Had his cell phone in his hand, as if connecting with someone by just holding onto it.

[MissCharlotte]

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they were wearing their vests)

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OMG Sunny I love this!

Thanks I needed that.

[MissCharlotte]

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very handsome guy looking at the sandals on the clearance rack..

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ROFLMAO

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Had his cell phone in his hand, as if connecting with someone by just holding onto it.

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I think I am going to listen to his voice on my voice mail right now. Thanks for the idea!

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((( MissCharlotte )))))))))))))

[chaotic13]

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I saw him last night. He was sitting at the bar, drinking with my T.

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AND he left an assprint on the bar stool as a transitional object for your mind to hold on to while he's a way.