September 23rd is the last session I have with my therapist. It would have probably been today, but we asked that it be the 23rd because it will officially be 2 yrs that I've been with her on the 22nd (and shes not in the office on that day).

I'm so mixed right now. I have a counselor I'm seeing during the transition. She's on campus and is trying desperately to help me locate a long-term therapist.

During session with my primary T I told her that I am comfortable with the transition therapist, and that yes it is very confusing having 2 counselors, especially while in crisis. So we decided that Tuesday the 23rd will be the day.

My heart is just incredibly broken. I feel like I did it to myself by getting this transition therapist. Like, even though my primary T is definitely retiring and leaving and it's going to happen I feel like I "pulled the plug" on the relationship.

I'm so overwhelmed and stressed with working, going to school for my masters, and trying to find a therapist who has a clue about MPD/DID. I feel like I'm being dangled over a crowd of therapists, and every one of them is running away and I'm about to be dropped on my face.

[taylor43]

(((((((((((((((Stormyangels))))))))))))))))) so sorry you have to leave your T

((((((((((((((((((((((( stormyangels )))))))))))))))))))))))

I can't imagine how hard it must be to be facing the ending of that specal relationship. Thinking of you!

[ECHOES]

stormyangels

Many many to you. Such a very hard time to get through.