[queenie123]

I was wondering if anyone else experienced problems in t where things get mixed up ? I seem to lose alot of my sessions in that words etc from my t end up getting twisted, i know she's ok, i seem to have no control tho on what she's said when i'm in there and when i look back at sessions i see her in different positions around the room, she never ever moves so i don't get whats going on. Anyone else experienced this or am i stir crazy ?

I apologise for mainly coming here for support and not offering much support at the moment, I will, when I feel I have something positive to contribute to you all

queenie

[ECHOES]

Hi queenie. Coming here for support is what it's all about. You do contribute when you post!

I have experienced this also.

In my recalling the session afterwards, I 'saw' her in a different place in the room and she always sits in the same place. That session she was writing, something she only does if I am telling her about a dream although this was about a trauma. Anyway, in my recollecting, she is writing with the opposite hand than she actually uses to write.

In another recalling of the session, she kept appearing in my mind as a much much younger woman.

I also will 'hear' her in my recollections as sounding different--angry, irritated, mocking, etc.

I guess it's good that we know that there is a discrepancy, that it's something our mind is doing. It's interesting to explore in therapy, so I encourage you to share what you wrote with here with your therapist and the two of you can see where that takes you.

[bluesylady]

Originally Posted by queenie123

I was wondering if anyone else experienced problems in t where things get mixed up ? I seem to lose alot of my sessions in that words etc from my t end up getting twisted, i know she's ok, i seem to have no control tho on what she's said when i'm in there and when i look back at sessions i see her in different positions around the room, she never ever moves so i don't get whats going on. Anyone else experienced this or am i stir crazy ?

I apologise for mainly coming here for support and not offering much support at the moment, I will, when I feel I have something positive to contribute to you all

queenie

Hi queenie, I'm smiling as I read your post. Lol, I completly understand what you are talking about when you said looking back on sessions t is in different positions but never moves irl. This has happened to me many times. T is speaking to me from far away, T is very close, T is speaking to me from my right side, T is speaking to me from my left side and there is no left side, only a wall. Wonder what this is all about. Anyway I had to laugh when I read this. Nice to know it's not just me.

I wouldn't worry too much about not being able to offer much support at this time. I'm working on that myself. Good luck with your treatment. Hope all goes well for you.