[Brian37]

due to the deluge of rain and my overall melancholy demeanor I will shorten my usual psychotherapy ramblings to....all hell just do it

so we agreed 70$ cash for each visit...now I dont have to worry about Anthem crawling down my back wanting to know why I am still seeing a therapist

I made the mistake of joining Facebook.com...now im in touch with people from high school who I rarely spoke with...now they seem actually normal...

and of course I look up my therapist who has a Facebook page....its addicting (Facebook,not her!)

now my wife has he own page...and I spent three hours trying to scan, download, upload and post pics to her profile

i stopped taking my Celexa for 3 days then spent 1 day in bed with part of my body in bed and the other part in the hall way trying to make it to bed....dont you love withdrawal?

so my therapist tells me to make a positive association about my old therapist who I am still obsessing about...the only thing we came up with was her car...a red Volvo station wagon, so each time I think about her i am supposed to think about that car

So now when I think about the car, I think about the Whitesnake videos ( any 80's children here???) and Tawny Kitaen rolling and posing all over the Jaguar cars in the video only its not her but my old therapist...telling her that today should be fun

my 4 year old son made me a Fathers day card in his pre-school class...he let me open it yesterday because he was so excited....tears of joy and love filled my face and heart...his smile and innocence can conquer even my darkest depressed feelings and pains...

we had breakfast casserole for dinner last night....

I am a fan of Paul Walker on Facebook too....im married but he is one hot man...if I could have one bro-mance....hed be my hunk!

the last 2 therapy sessions we have only had a few of those awkward moments where we stare at each other and wonder what the other is thinking...I always assume she is trying to figure out why my one eyelid tends to hang down farther than the other...I always wonder if she has an invisible ear piece in and is listening to a book on tape or something

She did admit that "Dancing Queen" by ABBA causes her to go into violent convulsions...no..no....she just hates hearing it on the radio....sort of like the 23,423 time you heard "My Heart Will Go On" from Titanic

my anniversary is the 16th of this month...eleven years of......wait dont say anything bad!
my dad turns 74 on the 17th
I turn 39 on the 24th....please send gift cards to my e-mail

well time to get back to work or at least act like im working.....

peace everyone

[sittingatwatersedge]

Originally Posted by Brian37

.......my 4 year old son made me a Fathers day card in his pre-school class...he let me open it yesterday because he was so excited....tears of joy and love filled my face and heart...his smile and innocence can conquer even my darkest depressed feelings and pains...

Brian, you are one rich man!

Facebook! T and I spent so much time talking about facebook on monday that I actually got on his computer and showed him my facebook profile pic.

Off to figure out who Paul Walker is!

[searchingmysoul]

Brian- thank you for this!

[peaches100]

Brian,

I just love your ramblings!!!! I look forward to them. Sometimes, they make me laugh. Other things make me really think.

[mixedup_emotions]

Brian,

I too love your ramblings....And yes, Whitesnake, that takes me back! I'm 34 years old so I'm right there with ya.

Facebook is addictive.

My daughter brings me the same feelings that your son brings to you. It's an amazing feeling. We are lucky to have that....

Withdrawal stinks. But I refuse to be a quitter. LOL....Seriously, the couple of times that I went a few days without Lexapro (pretty much the same as Celexa), I felt like I had demons inside of me. I don't know if I ever want to experience that again, so Lexapro is my friend right now.