Dead End

Realtionships to me are totally pointless. No matter what you do you get *****ed at, cheated on and controlled its stupid.

You cant even like a guy unless your friend who is 20 times prettier than you starts to like that guy or that guy starts liking your friend The best thing to do is stay single, but staying single has its advantages it can kill your life as well only because you dont have anyone to hold you or kiss you. But guys are all established in my book as DICKS i have a theory of it you hurt me ima punch you. I have been thorugh so much **** im tired of it. I cant stand stupid freakin people anymore. If you hurt me i will hurt you.

Guys all they want now days is sex, or they think there cool by cheating. WOW!! Ya it hurts the good girls that did absolutly nothing to you. I do nothing to the guys that i date but for some reason i always wind up getting hurt. And personally it freakin sucks!

Guys for the ones that do this kinda stuff please dont wind up hurting another girl beacuse most cases that young girls get hurt they wind up killing themselves because they think that there worthless and dont need nothing else in life!

If anybody has any help for me please write me a message or send me something back on here and help me i could really need the help as to wether i should move and and at least atempt to take the risk or wait for the right person. I mean everything happens for a reason wether its to get hurt or to stay happy. Personally i would love to stay happy!

I understand how you feel justifiably hurt and angry. I also feel very hurt and pessimistic after being married 28yrs. The only thing I can say is just concentrate on being friends and really getting to know the guy first and when you're ready to take it to the next level - tell him you have these issues regarding trust and loyalty.
Best of luck.