I miss him so much...

I went to my dance class after a month...I think at the bottom of my heart I wanted to see him....but he wasn't there....one of common friends joked with me "where is your friend?"...he knew we broke up....I said...I don't know...you guys go out dancing together.....he said...no Aaron has been disappeared for awhile!!!!
I didn't ask anything....I just got so disappointed and sad all of a sudden...thinking what has happened to him....
OMG....It feels he is the last guy that I had chemistry with....why can't I make that connection anymore....I'm so tired....so tired of thinking....
Now, my eyes are burning, and I need to sleep....but can't....I'm wondering what has happened to him....is he seeing anybody????
this is really ridicules....hope one day soon, I find that special person and then I stop wasting my life thinking about him!
thanks for reading my thread
Marjan

I know how you feel! I just recently left my fiance and I thought, for a little while, about 2 of my ex's. I found out that 1 of them is buying a house with some girl. It makes me sad that we never really got a chance to end our relationship. We tried to be together again, but it never worked out.

((((((((((((((((((((Marjan))))))))))))))))))))))

I know it's so dump....not sure, why I can't move on?
I don't see anybody else attractive anymore
I think I got to do more exercise....it's all because of the fire on the mountain close to my home....smoke is everywhere....so hard to breathe!