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Old May 21, 2005, 04:03 PM
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I'm at the point where I can't take anymore pain. He's taken over me and I can't stop liking him for it! I just want to scream out "LEAVE ME ALONE!" But somehow I always see him there. I pretend that I don't care when deep down I do. It goes to show you that once again love hurts even not knowing if he feels the same way. I don't know who stands here? My heart says "I love him!" But my head says "He's not worth it!" So confusing. Its like I have to prove how much I care about him by giving him a hug. I'm at the point of breaking down. Yea he was a good friend until I had to say how I felt. He changed I'm so empty full of nothing. He's the trigger of making me SAD. The tablets, self harm, less eating. Thats an affect this one guy has put on me. I really am despit here and need someone point of view and advice please. Should I stay friends with this boy or forget about him and never love a boy as much as him? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! He was the only boy who treated me special and differently now he more worried if I'm lying that I don't care and stuff. I don't think I'll ever do anything else but look at him.

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Old May 21, 2005, 06:44 PM
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Dear Miss A -- I remember the angst of my own young loves, and I see what my students go through now.

You ask, "should . . . I forget him and never love a boy as much as him?"

I would ask -- What is "love" to you? Do you think that love should hurt as much as the feelings you have for this lad apparently do cause you pain?

Other boys and men will come along and treat you special. This is just the start. . .

Be strong and take care.
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Old May 21, 2005, 07:08 PM
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Yea I guess! HES CONTROLING ME!
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Old May 21, 2005, 07:34 PM
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Sweetie he can't control you, only you control yourself, he hurts your feelings and if you act indiffrent towards him, he might start treating you different
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Old May 21, 2005, 08:02 PM
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okies I'll try!
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Old May 30, 2005, 04:25 AM
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