i feel like a loser

i don't have any close friends.i don't have a boyfriend.been single for over a decade.my family treats me like ****.plus i attract guys who i don't like.plus i have not worked in 5 and half years.so at times i feel like a loser.plus i'm pissed off,angry etc about how my family and others treat me.i'm in a rut and i can't seem to get out of it.i wish i could move back to cali,las vegas or oregon.i hate living in the stl area.the cost of living where i'd rather live is the reason i have not moved already.it's cheap to live where i live.but i'm tired of dealing with thugs and rednecks on a daily bassis.

Hello fan,

You really sound down in the dumps. It's not fun when things are just not going the way you'd like them to.

Is it really worth living somewhere just because it's cheap? surely you can apply for community housing on the area you want to live in? Give it a try and see what gives.

There is always something good at the end of the rainbow, but if you don't look you won't find...

Very best of everything to you,

Rhiannon

UCLAFan, what is your plan for improving your situation?

no plans yet.i just don't know what to do.i'm on disabilty and section 8 housing.i want to move out of the stl area.like far far away.like to ohio,cali.tx,ga or pa.i know to some this might sound silly but i want to live near a baseball stadium.i love baseball and that's one of the few things that makes me happy.

Can you apply for housing in one of those areas? If you make some enquiries you may just get something to hope for?

i heard that if i'm on section 8 i can get it in other cities.but i don't know how that works.plus the majority of landlords that accept section 8 are slum lords and are in bad unsafe area's.it took me 2 to 3 months to find where i live at now.i looked at over 20 places before i found where i live now.