im forgetable

*sigh* I guess I'm forgetable. I didn't think it would happen this time. I suppose his mind wandered in "5" minutes. Heh. You'd think it was such a chore to call me back after saying that he would. I will probably let this one go. I told him I'm hurt and that I wasn't going to talk about followthrough or forgetting me. Yes I used those words but not going on and on about it to him. It really hurts. I've been through similar situations and I feel this may happen again and again. I don't want to hurt anymore. I just want people to do what they say. Is that so much. He even said he was embarrassed and had no excuses It made me feel so unimportant and small. I'm forgetable. And it only took 5 minutes for me to be off his mind. I don't feel good. I am so sad right now.

Aw.. I know how you feel. I've gone through a lot of that too... All you can do is tell yourself that it will be OK. I know it feels so lonely sometimes and makes you feel like no one cares, but people do care. I care, and I don't even know you, and I sure won't forget you or your post in five minutes. Or at all. I hope things get better for you, we're here for you.

I care too, Im sorry your hurting bridgie and im giving you a hug

All he could say was that he was embarrassed and sorry. And I haven't hear anything since. This reminds me of my last guy. I know he isn't the last guy but I don't know if I can handle this. He knows I'm not settling for anything less than what I deserve. And right now I don't even think I could talk to him I feel so bad. I'm leaving for retrear soon and won't be available for idle chit chat won't be ablt to talk about how it made me feel. He said he would be good to me. Yet he can forget me so easily. I actually woke up and txt 3 hours later. 3 hours and nothing. Maybe its all wrong for me. Maybe I shldnt have started this whole thing. If this is happening this soon in the relationship what does that say. Thay says it may get worse. I don't think I can open up to him anymore. I want to close myself off and wqit to share with someone that won't forget about me.

((((((((bridgie))))))))

I'm so sorry hon, I really am. You do deserve better and you will have better. Please remember that it's true when they say in order to find your prince you have to kiss a lot of toads...

Thinking of you and sending you hugs,

Rhiannon