[AlmendraLife]

Okay, so nearly all of my friendships are deteriorated. I mean nearly every friend I have ever had the friendship just gets messed up. I know who has been responsible for this lately though, he can deteriorate everything. Just recently he was behaving like the ****ing demon, i try to tell him nicely to just leave me alone. Now, he wants me to leave him alone. I was thinking about it but forget it. He deteriorates anything I have ever had. Just because he tells me to be nice to him though I don't want to anymore. He tells me to leave him alone and to never say his name again but I do not want to listen. He has to lie about stuff then people hate me. Not to mention he tries to trick me into stuff with his stupid lies how much of a retard does he think I am. Before he tries to trick me like I am a ****ing retard maybe he should learn how to spell, and how to do math and how to talk properly, listening to him talk is like I don't even know. It's like go back to where you came from where people can actually stand that ****ing gibberish properly. Not to mention when it isn't about what I said he did to me he'll admit to what he does. But when it's about what I said he did the ****ing melodrama and denial. Then he tells me to leave him alone. Leave him alone?? No ****ing way am I ever doing that. How many times have I told him to just leave me alone. And how did he respond? He accused me of lying of everything he did to me right to me. He threatened to call the police on me, saying that he's gonna tell them I am lying when I am not, if I do not tell the whole school in exact detail what he did and tell those whom I already know that it's a lie. Even though I am not ****ing lying and that dumb**** knows it. He also threatened that the cop will carry out a physical examination and say that then the cops won't believe me because "You [I] have no marks on you [I]". Little does he understand no cops give a **** about him. I knew cops who told me he's an unimportant stupid boy. Not to mention I am not going to listen to the person destroying so much for me he already completely ruined my life and now is trying to use how he abused me against me with his damn bluffs of if I don't... Well anyway he should ****ing die. And for the friendships he ruined. I'll find those people and they think they know what stalking is. They call me finding them at school in the morning stalking. ****ing idiots. I'll show them what stalking is. I'll find their houses and I'll follow them to no end until they listen to me be nice again and become my friend again. If they don't want to listen I'll make it even more difficult till they do listen.

[Rhiannonsmoon]

I can see you are very agitated and upset. I think the first thing you could probably do is find a really good therapist to help you through the rough times and into a better stronger position.

You can't force people to listen to you and I don't think you should because they'll end up calling the police and you will be even worse off.

Start fresh, work on yourself and get yourself to a place where you are happy and you don't need or, have to have anyone in your life in particular to be whole and happy. Good luck with everything.

[Wallowa]

R's kind words are very wise.. hope they help.

[AlmendraLife]

Ya know what, maybe I should try standing up to him, I am tired of him. He destroys soooo much, makes things more difficult, doesn't make it right when he could, when all it takes is being honest about what he has done to me, he admits that he has done what he has done to me, but he accuses me of lying when I say what he has done to me. And he actually expects me to listen to him, forget that, him telling me not to just makes me want to be more mean to him. Matter of fact I should destroy all of his friendships and relationships and acquaintanceships, I may as well start with Jake S, then go onto Brooke B, Amber M, Sarra H, Sara D, Danjerries, Ben, Ryan, Brianna B, Alec T, Persia, Andrew G, Nick N, Pauline, Brandon H, Jordan, Brittany K, and anyone else.