[Crew]

People ask..."Are you in an abusive relationship" No, I say, nothing I can do about not even the Supreme Court could or would do anything.

Shut-up said 3 times creates triggers to the point we react off of war time duty. Oh you were in the military, you could say that.

To this day because I am not getting paid for my consultations, I am yelled at about it when I get home.

I just feel I am unable to deal with the outside world and I don't need any more diagnosis's or medications! She's winning and we have NO ONE, so does that mean we dealt with all of this stuff for NO Reason?!

I am having trouble dealing with the world yet why is it I can deal with MOST people here????

OVER WheLMeD.......................................................................
thanks
for listening,
and reading.
Crew

[Perna]

It is easier here; no one can be in anyone else's face, literally. We can come and go here, get away and easily distract ourselves from any problems here with our real life.

Sorry Crew that you're having it tough in your world at the moment.

[ZilchHour]

Dear Crew:

Whenever the world's hard on me, I remind myself of one the Aesop's fables I read in my childhood... and the lesson was one cannot please all the people and those who try it throw their donkey into the river. It's hard for me too to ignore whatever ill things people say and do but it surely is worth trying. In the end what matters is whether we tried or not, whether we walked on the stony but right path or not, whether we believed in ourselves or not... You have come this far, it may be the middle of your journey or may be just a step away from your goal, but there's reason in it and there's logic in it. You have fought on this far, head on friend! We are with you and we believe in you!

Godspede!

Originally Posted by Crew

People ask..."Are you in an abusive relationship" No, I say, nothing I can do about not even the Supreme Court could or would do anything.

Shut-up said 3 times creates triggers to the point we react off of war time duty. Oh you were in the military, you could say that.

To this day because I am not getting paid for my consultations, I am yelled at about it when I get home.

I just feel I am unable to deal with the outside world and I don't need any more diagnosis's or medications! She's winning and we have NO ONE, so does that mean we dealt with all of this stuff for NO Reason?!

I am having trouble dealing with the world yet why is it I can deal with MOST people here????

OVER WheLMeD.......................................................................
thanks
for listening,
and reading.
Crew

[notz]

Crew, you're very brave. And it's ok not to be almighty perfect all the time. On the inside you're just fine and like Perna said...coming here and letting it all out is good.

Love you.