Shattered Dreams for Now

I knew I was right! Hello my name is Sarah and I am hurting, I'm angry and very, very sad. I lost the love of and my special friend all in the same day. I still feel like I'm dreaming, but I'm not. Because I saw them together, naked, kissing, having sex, embracing each other in our home. Yes our home.

We had just spent the weekend together down in Mexico, sharing a villa on the ocean and the four of us have been in separable as friendships go. For some reason this last trip seamed different but I now know why. On two separate occasions both her husband and myself were left alone and the two of them conveniently disappear. It felt wierd. But I felt guilty for even thinking anything like thast so I tried to forget it.
Last weekend I ran to the store and just took his car. No biggie, we do that all the time. So I'm driving and his cell phone rings and her picture and the # i did not recognize . I froze. I continued to drive and the phone is still ringing......and then it stops...New Voice Mail ....arrived. Yes I checked her message, i know his code...and she tells him that she's there now, waiting for him to get there. Rm 737 yes babe, it overlooks the ocean....I love you , I want you.....