[SakuraLi]

I wanted to share this! My boyfriend with SZ and I have been conflict free for 4 months now. That`s a huge epic break through for us. We can`t go 1 month without some petty stupid baseless arguement that stems from his issues. So 4 months is a miracle. I`ve spent an aweful lot of time on here *****ing about him and wanting to dump him and stuff and I still have a lot that I don`t like about our relationship but I`m now trying to really directing my energy towards school and fixing my own health and issues. Which I find is a better use of my time than trying to get my bf to understand certain things. Because I`m convinced he will never understand certain things. For example if he doesn`t think there is a problem in our relationship well then the problem doesn`t exist at all! We seem to go by his logic (which sucks) for the conducting of the relationship these days. So if I don`t bring anything up we have no conflicts. Its like magic, but it sucks though. Plus, he`s been screwing up at work periodically, he`s been stressed about that and his job is hanging in the balance. and i didnt want to add more stress to his life right now by saying anything that would bother him. I just hope he doesn`t keep messing up and get fired or we will really have problems and I will not be happy.