[stieg]

Last weekend i went to my brother's baby shower(i'm expecting a niece soon). My parents and relatives from my brother's wife including work fellows bringing presents and sharing moments. And me....yup you guessed it. I felt like i didn't belong there like i'm not part of them and wanted to get out of there inmediately. I wouldn't call this social anxiety disorder because if it was SAD i would feel panic attacks and i didn't feel that. I've planned to make an appointment for a therapist but that would be another failure.Therapists are money munchers. I guess i must find people who are like me but the big question is "where can i find them"? I'm different to my parents, my brothers and even my cousins. I feel like a North Korean between South Koreans.