told my roommate to move out.

so ive been sharing a room with this girl that i just met - bc i thought it would be fun to party a lil bit before school starts. originally we planned on her staying for like 2 or 3 months. huge over estimation.

anyway long story - our apt has really strict rules about keys, u have to have them especially made...it was getting to be such a hassle for me to let her in all the time and our schedules conflicted. i mean she is so sweet. but to be honest, i was not really feeling her. like, she is nice and fun to go out with but i am just not in the mood to open myself up in this situation.

ugh i feel like God hates me.

but dude i just couldnt do it anymore. and my other roommate is coming and she did not agree to it. and my parents were totally against it.

i was polite with her. and i asked to please pack up and move out this weekend.

should of addressed the key problem, but you let it get out of control. and now your booting her out. poor girl, learn from this and move on.

i know i feel really bad. but like i had so much pressure from my parents and my other roommate about how this was a bad idea. it just was not working out because - our schedules were so different, and i just got back in town so i'm seeing old friends.

i feel terrible. i prayed she will be okay. she can live with her parents, she has for the past year. but she came to my place with no money, although she started a 2 new jobs that week.

i am sure she will find a room. it's Los Angeles. there are rooms always available for $500-$700 that are good.

Meh. I wouldn't feel too bad.
Its your place.... I mean... Was she paying half the rent?
If not, then if you move into someones space and they take all the extra time to let you in and out... Honestly, you can't really /expect/ them to cater to this forever... Especially if she wasn't contributing. (Which I don't know, but still, even if she was...) You do call the shots. And if you feel it wasn't working, then it wasn't working. If I went to stay with someone, I'd do it, but I'd do it with the possibility resting on my shoulder that at any time they could ask me to leave...
I wouldn't make them feel like they're obligated to let me stay in their house...