[Jenn1fer82]

It's finally over, months of going back and forth and now its finally over. Our 2 year relationship is over and I am having the most difficult time. I finally had to tell him that we can't go on this way anymore and as I was packing his things for him to take back to his place my heart was aching bc its finally over. I don't have it in me yet to take our pictures down from my walls. I miss our dreams, our future together. We had so much potential in our future and its over, he wasn't strong enough to fight for me, for our future. He's blinded by his own turmoil that he gave up on "us" long ago. I was fighting for something that he had already walked away from but he didn't realize it. We love each other to the depth of the ocean, we hoped for us to work out but it wasn't there anymore, his own disappointment in himself and his heartache as a man just held him back to his own potential. He lost all hope in himself, as a man, as a father, a son that he just didn't see anything else in life that was worth to fight for anymore. As much as I helped him and was his strongest support in life he just didn't know how to use it, he didn't know how to move forward. Whatever turmoil that he was living with crippled him and at the end our relationship wasted away. I soon had to look at myself and what I want for my own future and I had to make the choice that I must put myself first if he didn't want to move forward as much I was fighting for him and his life he just didn't have the passion to do so. I made the hardest choice and had to leave. Even though I was the one that verbally stated that our relationship is over but he was the one that first walked out on us. In desperation I was fighting for the relationship from drowning for months. I was the one that fought the blazing fire from taking down our relationship. He was eventually the one that left us. He just didn't have it in him to fight for us, for me, and sadly enough for himself. So its over, its finally over.

[Caretaker Leo]

Jenn, it sounds as though you are hurting right now. So sorry. But, you gave it your best, and that is all any of us can do in a relationship.

Good luck to you as you embark on a new path in your life.

[afterrain]

All you can do is just take one day at a time. Hope things get better for you.

There will be some grieving. You are in my thoughts.

[Starvin4Perfection]

I'm really sorry Jennifer. I know it hurts a lot now, but you will look back on this in a few years and realize it was the right choice. You will find someone that loves you just as much as you love him! And take the pictures down, it really will help.

[palemoss]

im very sorry about your heartache right now. just be with it~
but do not lose hope about love. u will find it again. and it just might be better...

[protector1973]

love is pain, give yourself time to recover, its beginning of a new life for you, wish you luck on your new journey