Confused.

The first time I hungout with my boyfriend I got pregnant. We did not plan on dating until I found out I was pregnant and we decided we would try it and see where things go. I do have a hard time trusting guys though due to previous relationships so, I went through his phone. There were text to his ex girlfriend telling her she looked hot like always. Of course I called him out on it and apologized we then got into a fight and he said he was scared to be in a relationship cause ex's really ****ed with his head. I asked him if he was saying that he didnt want to be with me and he said he wanted to be friends only to change his mind 5 minutes later. We decided to wait untill the next night to talk about things which was probably best because we both needed time to think. The next night he said that he wanted to be with me and everything seemed fine. Now a few days later he is back to being distant and when I went through his phone there were only messages from me and his box I dont know if he is just deleting all the other or really not texting anyone else. I want this to work or at least be friends since we are having a baby together.

You need to see a doctor regularly for good prenatal care. If you aren't in therapy already, ask friends and your doctor for referrals. You need support and care. Get counseling to help you think through your options. You need to talk with people other than your boyfriend. Focus on yourself and your own health.

There's no trust here. Keep it at a friend level then you will have no reason to spy.