fed up!

why do relationships have to b so complicated!... am so frustrated emotionaly drained. i feel like being a coward n just runaway from everything n not deal with anything!. am tired of crying myself to sleep. i just want to b happy. i miss the relationship i used to have. everything seems to b falling apart i try to glue the pieces back together but i think the glue is not strong enough. mayb its time to call it quits idk. i hate to even think about it. i just dont know!

I hate that i love you!

Oh, Hon,

So sorry you're feeling this way. You're absolutely right. Human relationships are the pits! Your heart goes up into the sky, your heart sinks into the ocean, and you have no control! Don't worry. Sooner or later you'll find the right person, the person you can stay with without all this up and down stuff. It happened to me. It's happened to lots of people! There's no reason at all it can't happen to you. You just have to tough it out til you find the right one. And keep in mind that you're learning all the time about who that right one could be.

He can't be like the guy who just made you feel like that. He can't be like the others who caused you pain. So you're narrowing your viewfinder all the time, making it easier to figure out who the right guy may be! I'm not joking. I'm not pulling your leg. I did the same as you, felt the same as you, even though I'm a guy and was looking for a gal. And I found the gal, the right gal, and we've been together 42 years now and won't ever break up. It will happen to you, too! Guaranteed! If you're serious. You have to be serious. Take care!