[LoveHopeStrength14]

I’m beginning to think about my bf, miss the sweet moments in the relationship and worry about him. I don’t miss him though, I miss being in a relationship. We were together for 2 yrs and we’ve been broke up for about 6 months.

It is easier when I hold on to anger bc the anger and pain reminds me of why we broke up, why I shouldn’t care and why he broke my heart. When I am letting go of the anger, the pain and begin to forgive I begin to wonder how he’s doing, even feelings of concern for him.

I am familiar of his circumstances and he breaks down during the holiday every year and I am worried for him. I hope he’ll have the company from his family, friends and even a new girlfriend to get through the holiday.
There is a part of me that feels guilt for leaving him, angry of how the relationship turned out and sadness for the lost of a dream. What I know for sure is leaving him and leaving the relationship behind as I move on is the best thing for me.

[pegasus]

Originally Posted by LoveHopeStrength14

What I know for sure is leaving him and leaving the relationship behind as I move on is the best thing for me.

Hold on to that.

[Fuzzybear]

Feeling sadness for the loss of a dream and missing the sweet moments in a relationship is so very human. It sounds like you're a lovely person.