A friend from school

I just wanted to share with you something that happened today.

I got in contact with a guy who went to school with me, through the service for old school students.

I had a chat on msn to him today.

He felt sorry for me. Cos there was a rumour that went around about me being dead, when i never died. So people get frights when they run into me, because they believe that i am dead. (what an f-ing scary experience)

and he told me this and it was so sad and beautiful!

Some

Gee Sometimes,

That is some story.

Well that's good to know.

Maybe they think they are seeing a ghost, when they see you. Let me know when you get to the point you can see some humor in this.

EJ

I'm so bl**dy pissed off now. Today we were talking and he's like i don't like you anymore, something about being a user. I mean it's everyone's right to choose who their friends are, but i just have a lot to give people and when i give and someone says that to me i feel hurt. And it's not true, i don't use people more than other people. Just like some excuse for being threatened or confused i reckon.

Makes me so annoyed.

Cos i don't have any f-ing friends anyway and admittedly, i do have some friendships here, but it's like everyone hates me, honestly.

And why should it be my fault? I am just the person i am, and it's my job to be true to myself, if not, I MIGHT AS WELL BE DEAD. And i learnt that the hard way.

so i'm angry.

I'm just giving and they're all taking then spitting out.

Where's my place in this world? I haven't found it yet....

Some

Some -

Sometimes it is just really hard to find true friends. I also understand how hard it is to find out who you are. At some point it is not worth compromising that just to have friends, no matter how much we need people in our lives.

Sounds like your former high school crowd may be too immature and limited for the new you.

Hope today is a better day for you.

EJ

I hate people like that. Sounds like this person was the user, not you. In my experience it's really hard to find someone who is true...that's why all my friends are online! I have to go well out of my way just to find someone I like!

I'm still trying to find my place in this world, too. I'm not sure where that is. Maybe we can both find it together.

that's so ******** ... how dare ur 'friend' talk dat smack ....

there are people in this world who are just arse and don't consider others' thoughts, feelings, and experiences. Best to leave those with bad energy out of your life and only let the ones with good energy in

xx