[morningstar72]

I didn't know where to post this because hes not the only problem.

We've been together for 7 months now. He says he loves me but his actions never show that. He puts me after everything.. and I understand that the main reason for that is because i'm a doormat..i let him control me and push me around. I hate being that person..but that just how I am.. I let people push me around.. I hate it but I can't help it. Everything we do is according to his convenience.. he never makes time for me.. and only hangs out with me when hes free. By free I mean when he has no plans at all and whenever something comes up he cancels on me. He puts his mates before me all the time. He never shares anything.. when hes going to something with his family I never know anything about it.. he never talks bout his family let alone sharing any problem he has at home. I understand but somehow I feel like its not right.. I want him to be open with me.. just like I am with him.. I tell him everything whereas he hides his past from me he shuts me out when something goes wrong. It just doesn't feel right. He takes me for granted and he admits to that .. and says sorry and never changes.. I don't know what to do.. and i gave my life up for him.. and now I pretty much have no friends and I feel more lonely then ever.

I'm sick of telling him how i feel because it always leads to a fight and the issues never gets resolved. I'm always the one sacrificing and adjusting and i'm sick of it.

[beautifuldreamer]

It sounds like you already know that you deserve better than this....
I wish you the best. You're really not as powerless as you think you are. If you feel alone WITH him, then maybe it's better to feel alone, without him, and wait for a man who appreciates and respects you.

blessings, bd