[rsx011]

i saw a girl who was my classmate and close friend as my own sister.I said my personal things to her, my sorrows to her I cried b4 her,and expressed my sisterly love to her several times looking to her eyes.i helped her studying and pursuing and she is so much to me than almost any one.Out of anger to her strange behaviour in avoiding me at critical times I shouted her several times,after that i used to be so much sad about that also.She argued when I was in deep sadness that she cant be my sister, next day will come like nothing happened.I loved her treuly and cant see her crying i helped he.Her boyfriend came in between us and said me not to contact her, that was too hard for me.i obeyed to what they said as she didnt say anything against him.later she came to me and asked to help her again,after 6 months I went against the will of my friends too.Then when I went to home after athe course I wanted to see her for a moment, she denied and spent that day with her boyfriend and now she doesnt want me.I mshouted her,then that guy told bad words, I informed to her home and now she is in trouble.I fought with her like anything and told am dead to you.But I love her like my sister.i want her to be a part of my life...my life is hily unstable due to this again

[DePressMe]

rsx, it sounds like you are going through a very difficult patch right now. It's hard to lose or let go of someone we care so deeply for...love remains even when it sometimes makes us upset. I am not very good at relationships so I can't offer you much advice. I just want you to know I read your post and I feel for you. Please take care of yourself....D