[kala83]

I don't have a get track record when it comes to men I date, I almost always seems to weed out the ones that would be a good match if they were at a different point in their lives. Or had worked through some type of personal issue of theirs.

on the surface they come off like complete assholes and yet they actually are good people and I see that in these guys but I find out a lil too late that they are not at all good matches for dating at all.

I am lonely incredibly so and just want to meet a guy I could have a relationship with and fall in love with.

I have lots of issues with my sexuality I usually tend to be very sexual but lately I simply have no desire to its caused a lot of issues and i just kind of feel disgusted by this side of me any more.

I fall in love with people easily and it ends up hurting me. I fell really hard for my best friend and he knows it I am not sure just how he stands at one point he thought he wanted to be in a relationship with me....and then it did not go where either of us wanted it to ...I had been told rumors about him that were not true and I was scared of him.

so I missed my opportunity but then we got to know each other...and I started to like him. Since then its been a very back and forth road for the two of us. He is a genuine friend and has seen me though a lot of really hard times, it pains him to see me in pain...and me vese versa.

[manwithnofriends]

...that's good then isn't it?

[kala83]

I am greatful for the fact I have a good friend in my life but I sill wish my love life would be better then how it has been before.