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Is it wroth all the pain you in dear for such so long? How do you know if your other half has someone else?
The way I feel nothing is wroth anything anymore I have givinen up on everything becouse nothing is working out for the better! I don't think anyone here would understand how I feel in all this becouse there are no words to explain how I feel, I don't havev any family I have nothing, If I leave him I'll be homeless , I can't get any help and SSI has turned me down,I know I have depressen , Sence My Mother died last year eveything is falling apart. I can't even talk to him it always turns out to be a BIG FIGHT, I can't with with the pain anymore, This relationship fell a part awhile a go .I think there might be someone else, He is sninky about things. any help or advice?

[FaithisAlive]

Well hun... I understand it seems hopeless right now but where there is a will there is a way...SSDI usually turns you down at first.. 2 times in fact.. so stay with it.

As for him.. if you suspect he is cheating .. he probably is.. you know the signs .. even if in the back of your mind you try to convince yourself otherwise..and I do know the pain of that.

The only thing I know to tell you is if you have no other place to go, then do what you can to get along. .invest your time in getting your SSDI and let your anger be your strength...let it drive you every day to find a way to get out where you can take control of your own life... and one day have the happiness your mom would no doubt have wanted you to have.

hang in there hun... listen to what your mom would have been saying to you if she were here right now. and stay strong... there is hope... I have been there...Praying for ya! Faith

I'm so sorry... I wish there was something I could say to help. But please try to hang in there. As Faith said try to re-apply (SSDI). Don't give up. ((((red_rose))))