[PsychToro]

My boyfriend often feels like the reason I live. Other times, he is the reason I do not want to live.

I love him dearly. He tells me that he loves me dearly. But we are constantly doing stuff that each other does not like. The reason we deal with it is because it is often small stuff (or we argue about how it is small)

For example, he posted a twerk video of this random girl on his Facebook. I do not use Facebook. I only made it because we were initially an "online couple" and I was not too trusting and he was very secretive about his Facebook. He said if I wanted to know what he did on FB, I should make one and add him.

Fast forward to the day this video was posted.

He claimed he posted the video to show his friends how silly it was. Although that seemed valid, I also noticed that he goes on Instagram and likes others girls photos often. Ones who I believed were better looking and looked like porn stars. He both made situations look like I was insecure and that his actions meant nothing. I made myself believe they meant nothing also but vowed him to not do either again as it hurt my feelings.These things slowed down but did not stop. He only tweets about us when we are fighting and tweeted we are over....when we actually did not break up. I do not want to keep poking at this but his social behavior on the internet bothers me. His reason is because "i am always on twitter and guys flirt with me on there."

It is not our biggest problem but it does bother me. I feel like I am overacting and picking on him but another side of me is saying I am letting him do anything he wants so he will not call me insecure.