How is everyone feeling today?
Am looking for advice here cos I seem to be addicted to my phone and I constantly txt my fella everytime he's away from me and I feel abandoned.... ATM he is with lad and girl friends in London and left me home as I reacted badly in front of them last time.... I hope I can get they this and become friends with them without my insecurities getting in the way xxx

Have you had any therapy relating to this?? DBT or CPD ??

Might help if you get in a state with stuff ??

No not as yet am on waiting list for both the wait is too long. I'm thinking in goin private. I feel alone with these thoughts and afterwards I feel pretty stupid xxx

Also how do I tell my current bf I have this? Am worries he will run a mile. Though my family
R convinced he will stay

I think it is quite expensive to go private tbh.

If it is BPD that you have (just guessing??) then there are some books you can get that might help?? also, I think they do them for people in relationships with people with BPD so your bloke can understand better xxxx

Il pay if it means relieving me of the torture a little bit tbh.
Well yeah they think it could be that and symptoms
Was made worse with PTSD xxx hope he does understand better. It's scary xxx

Probably better to tell him now and give him a book to read on it, than leave it another six months with him wondering what the **** is wrong with you tho ay??

I think that is the best thing to do imo hunny xxx

True dat. I'll do it with my mum
In the room for support xxx cheers lovely