[Naturegirl30]

I have made many mistakes, but none larger than telling him that I didn't want to marry him. He knew I did, I always had. He knows me better than I know myself. Yet, I told him no. Now I live with the regret everyday. Unable to fix it, turn back time or tell him. I will always live with the regret.

So my question is how many out there have made similar blunders that they may never be able to correct?

[niceguy]

Can you not tell him how you feel. I too have withheld the truth in such circumstances. Simply though for me it was because they made me feel I shouldn't want that. So I denied it.

Everyone makes mistakes, we all must learn from them - or else what is the point. I hope one day, you will be able to set things right.

[trying2survive]

Originally Posted by Naturegirl30

I have made many mistakes, but none larger than telling him that I didn't want to marry him. He knew I did, I always had. He knows me better than I know myself. Yet, I told him no. Now I live with the regret everyday. Unable to fix it, turn back time or tell him. I will always live with the regret.

So my question is how many out there have made similar blunders that they may never be able to correct?

wow, your post is right on time. i was talking to my ex this morning about all the things we went through and she promptly remembered some of the stupid lies i told her last summer & she told me she doesn't know if she can ever forgive me.
i regret lying to her but i thought i was trying to protect her from getting hurt while i figured out what i wanted to do with our relationship, i can't tell you how much i regret lying..i sure wish i could turn back time and undo what i have done