[niceguy]

I want to tell you happy birthday. I know you think that no one cares, but I always have. I always will. I understand that after everything, you have every right to believe everyone but me. However they were wrong. I would have come, eventually. They are wrong, not you. I hope that you can trust yourself. You were right, about it all. I wanted the happy ending with you. I know we had obstacles in our way, but in the end no matter who else came between us - we could never stay away from each other. That says omehting after all this time. I often wonder what our lives would have looked like, if well everything hadn't happened as they did... You were my heart kid!!! That will never change. My only hope is that you have found true happiness. You deserve it. I wish it had been me, but I accept it now. I still think one day we will be.... But for now all I can say is happy birthday, know somewhere, someone loves you more than another and that I hope that life gives you everything we ever dreamed. If you ever change your mind, want to give us one last shot, well
"We can learn to love again"
It's officially over, thankyou it has been an honour, goodbye my love.

If anyone else has a goodbye to share, please do....

-A

[atomicc]

Very moving, writing. I hope she knows you love her too.

Not really. once I say or have said goodbye I'd much rather move on and forget it.

[gayleggg]

Originally Posted by s4ndm4n2006

Not really. once I say or have said goodbye I'd much rather move on and forget it.

I really wish I could do that. I have one that I have never let go of. I don't think he knows. Haven't seen him in years. I will love him until the day I die, even though, I'm married to someone else. We were soul mates but I felt he would be better without me dragging him through my hell of depression. I let him fly and hope it was worth it to him. I hurt him and I am sorry I had to do that, but it was with good intentions. I, too, believe I will meet him in a different life and I will always have the memories.

[cjw2013]

That was beautiful, thanks for sharing!

Cj

Originally Posted by gayleggg

I really wish I could do that. I have one that I have never let go of. I don't think he knows. Haven't seen him in years. I will love him until the day I die, even though, I'm married to someone else. We were soul mates but I felt he would be better without me dragging him through my hell of depression. I let him fly and hope it was worth it to him. I hurt him and I am sorry I had to do that, but it was with good intentions. I, too, believe I will meet him in a different life and I will always have the memories.

When they dump you, and you pretty much then have seen their true colors, the fantasy person you saw kind of fades away. At least it has been for me. let me qualify this in that I've never dumped anyone.. only been dumped so... yeah.