[Diamond-eyes]

Am working on this now and am starting to feel ok with myself. But why am I so afraid to be alone? Is it because of the verbal abuse I suffered and suffer from at home? I feel so alive and happy when am with someone I want it to last forever and I try to hold on to that even if it's not worth it. Why do I do this?

Maybe you didn't exactly post this to get a reply...

Originally Posted by Diamond-eyes

Why do I do this?

Only you can know, or figure out, the answer to that.

Originally Posted by Diamond-eyes

Am working on this now and am starting to feel ok with myself.

If you are seeing a counselor, continue.

Either way, keep up your progress.

[IceCreamKid]

Originally Posted by Diamond-eyes

Am working on this now and am starting to feel ok with myself. But why am I so afraid to be alone? Is it because of the verbal abuse I suffered and suffer from at home? I feel so alive and happy when am with someone I want it to last forever and I try to hold on to that even if it's not worth it. Why do I do this?

You may be seeking the comfort and reassurance of your self-worth that you did not, do not get at home. You are a worthy person, and I hope you come to realize that. You can develop healthy coping skills with counseling and I hope you consider this.

[Trippin2.0]

I have no idea where your fear comes from, I know I hated being alone because I didn't like myself much (if at all) in the past.

Since I've learned to like and even love myself, not only do I not mind being alone, I'm more self-assured and don't allow people to emotionally short change me anymore.

I know my worth now.

Just need to remind myself of it sometimes, I'm a work in progress.

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