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Apr 20, 2003, 08:29 PM
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Ok...i've had alota severe depression problems. And have tried commiting suicide more than once. Then last year, I was gonna go thru with something that would kill me instantly.
Well.. outta the blue,I went to a chatroom,that i've gone to for like years. And there was this guy on there,i'd never talked to before..and well..I just went and said Hi and stuff..which I like never normally do...I always wait for someone to message me..but for some reason..it just like...I dunno..happend!! And we started talking..and well...we was both about to do the same thing!!!! We both Christians,and both have a problem with depression,and have been thru ALOT!!! Well..we've been talking for 8 months now. In November... we told each other how we really felt...and well...I can't live without him!!! He means the world to me. Its like..we were meant to be. Now,our mom's talk to each other like every day,and are like best buds. And i'm good friends with his closest couisn now too...and i've talked to his sister! Its like we're really really close. We've talked about marrige and stuff. He comes up with things outta the blue. When I can't talk to him...i'm like really really depressed and wanna die..but when i'm with him.. I wanna live with my guy forever!!! Do ya'll think its meant to be...just the way it all worked out..and its going great now?? ~Guys are like stars,there are millions out there,but only one can make your dreams come true!~ |
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Apr 21, 2003, 07:33 PM
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I dont know, but it pulled you back from what you were thinking about doing, and thats a great thing!
Maybe someday we will find, that it wasn't really wasted time. |
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Apr 22, 2003, 09:55 PM
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Yeah!
 It is a pretty great thing. He means the world to me.I think I really brought him down tonight,and really hate myself for it. I didn't mean to. I was just like stoned or something,and wasn't talking much,and wasn't eating at all...and its like 'he knew' or something...and I know I made him depressed. I'm totally stupid...my dad was right when he called me an idiot ~Guys are like stars,there are millions out there,but only one can make your dreams come true!~ |
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Apr 22, 2003, 10:58 PM
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I dont think youre an idiot. Youre a girl in love, and that's a lot of emotions for anyone.
"This too shall pass...." |
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Apr 22, 2003, 11:36 PM
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ok then...thank you
~Guys are like stars,there are millions out there,but only one can make your dreams come true!~ |
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