I am going to be alone forever

I am so sad all of the time. All I want is some relief from this terrible hurt. I ended a 6.5 year relationship this past October when I moved out. We never officially broke up and he told me he still wanted to try and make things work, but once I moved he would not talk to me. He is tearing my heart out. I am 25 years old, soon to be 26 and I know I am never going to meet someone again who will love me like he did, or who I will love the as much as I loved my ex. I am going to die alone. No one will ever love me. Why did this have to happen to me? All I have wanted my whole life was to get married and have kids. And now it seems everyone I know has that except for me. Why is G-d so cruel to me? Why am I so alone?

Hi Illusory. I've been there. I know what it feels like. I know it feels like you'll never fall in love again and you'll always be alone. When I broke up with my fiance, I thought my life was over. I thought I would never be able to love another man and I thought no one would ever love me as much as he did. I was wrong. I know it doesn't feel like it right now, but the pain will go away and your joy will return. I ended up falling in love again... and ending other relationships... and my heart has been broken a few times, but I have learned that I'm always okay and I can handle it and relationships end for a reason... and it's usually a very good reason.

You're not going to get over this overnight. It will hurt like hell for a while, but your life is not over. You said that no one will ever love you. Don't you love yourself? You have to be your own biggest love first... and love with another person will find you again. Hang in there. You're in a painful, lonely place right now, but you won't be in that place forever.

I feel the same way. I cannot offer anything except mental hugs and what my aunt and nana always said... "this too shall pass."

My relationship is ending as well.. my boyfriend is moving to Chicago and i'm not leaving Florida. The only thing that will make me feel better is the passage of time. I have had such pain in my life and it seems no amount of meds or talking works as well as it should... but the passage of time is what will make you feel better. Please hang in there and pm me if you like.

You WILL be ok. I promise. And we won't be alone for the rest of our lives. We really won't. I promise you that.
susan

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I am never going to meet someone again who will love me like he did, .. I am going to die alone. No one will ever love me.

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You are so young, and can't see what the future holds. None of us can. I wish I could comfort you, but all anyone can do now is listen. Please know that what you feel will be true forever is only because you feel it so intensely NOW.

"Someday you'll see the sun again" Dido

I wanted to delete the post above, but too much time has passed. I only wanted it to be supportive and comforting, but it might miss the mark. illusory, you need people to listen and that's what we are here for. I hope you don't take my post above the wrong way. I don't mean to belittle what you are feeling. I too, have been there, as most people will say they have, too. We understand.

Thank you everyone for your support. I am doing my best to somehow keep my head up and keep living. Your words really help.