[Yismymindblank12]

I'm not putting myself in the begging position to get her attention anymore, she's been my friend for a year. We hung out once, it went great, but immediately it turned to **** the following week till now. I don't blame my for how I was feeling I would say anyone would feel the same.
Last few weeks I had her over once, she was gorgeous made me happy as a close friend of mine for a year. I don't think we should ever date, I'm against it we were about to have sex at my house, but now I don't want anything to do with her.
She immediately instead of talking how we do as friend's she flat out ignores me, is busy I get that, but this is ridiculous. She sends me a question mark to everything I text to her.
I say hi, I get a this "?"
I say how are you or what;s up I get "?"

She's a good friend, but now I don't what the hell went wrong. Personally comes out pushing me away and she has trust issues like me. So if she starts putting this immature **** on me now. I'm pushing back. I don't want her in my life, because she can't even be a friend. I feel cheated again, by another close friend. I didn't even date the last girl, omg I fooled myself on accident with my psychosis and her telling me she loved me. Finding out a year later. I never loved you we are just friends. I love you as a friend. Like this is ********. I don't fall in love, I don't even use it in the context people use it as.
I wasn't even interested or infatuated with either of these girls.
I'm angry, because I hate feeling like I'm lead on and that I'm such a loser. When I'm just trying to be having a normal relationship hang out with a group of people network meet some cool new people and have a good time doing whatever wherever, but no I get this ****, because I'm a guy.
I hate being expected to date people, the first girl who stopped texting me, comes out telling me that she's pregnant possibly. Now I don't care what happens. I don't want to get close to people who will push me away two years down the road.
I don't like dating, I hate small talking girls, most girls aren't that interesting on their subjects to me. It bugs me, I can't relate to people in general, but this crap where I'm expected to be the guy to take **** from a girl when I don't want to be there is complete ****.
I'm angry, because she made plans over mine without telling me ahead of time last minute. All this time she says she doesn't drink much ever, and guess what brings two of her guy friends and drinks with them. When I asked if she wanted to do that she's like I don't do that. I'm not even dating her and she's starting ******** drama just to push me away. I honestly don't care for this. I mean she said she's honest, but I'm seeing the inconsistencies I want to keep this updated on what she says next.
Because when I confronted her as a friend calling her out.

She tries to play dumb and act like I have to know what's going on and give her more attention so she can have whatever other guy she may want in her life to cut the cord.

It's happened to me too many times,
Girls send me
this ****, on texts
"..." or "what" etc
Then dating or not guy comes out of no where with his ego up his **** and into is hollow skull of pure arrogance like,
"get off my girl bro." "I'm going to kick your ***" "Seriously you're a creeper I'm going to lay your *** on the floor you stalker ***** ***."
Seriously I hate this koy ****.

I don't want your girl, I don't care for your ego. That stuff is so irrelevant to me. I don't possess her like you do as like an extension to your body obviously your ego must of been worth a fortune with the lack of attitude and pure ignorance your life may lead.
Seriously stupid arrogant people piss me off more than everything.
I want to beat them down with a library and a giant dictionary.

This is why we have the problems with men and women today.
Because of crazy possessive obsessive men and women who put up and make this crap stir up.
I hate people like this. Sorry not sorry.

I'm not going to be clingy anymore in her mind. **** her friendship. I've wasted so many years on people.

I don't know what to do. I'm surrounded by girls I maybe attracted to I purposely friendzone them so this doesn't happen. I hate feeling like I have to stoop myself so low just to be in a relationship.

I'm not putting up with this.

[Yismymindblank12]

Just to make things clear, She didn't reject me. She turned me into a lousy friend. I don't care if she did or not. I've been friends with her for over a year now. This is feels like betrayal and I don't know what's going on and why I should even bother.
I told her, "if you don't want me talking to you. I won't" I have no problem avoiding her.
It hurts a lot, because like trusting people is not going to happen with me.
Sorry to many people beat this dead horse and if you try to revive and make me believe in trust again. You better have some damn good patience with me. I can be persistent and stay as a loyal friend no problem, but if you start this crap with me and ignoring me/pushing me away.
Of course I'll feel hurt and I won't want nothing to do with you. I won't be over dramatic, but damn don't expect any apologies from me about your problems.
I don't know if she is having issues being pregnant, another guy came into her life and she's afraid I'll get mad.
I wouldn't to be honest I'd be grateful if she was honest or at least told me something intelligible instead of a question mark or hi or what every received text.

It's got on my nerves, because this pisses me off and it's like number 5 on my biggest turn offs. I got only 5.

If she doesn't want what she was trying to do, that's fine, just don't be so fake about it and making games I don't want to be apart of.