ok so bf is in canada its where he is from its where he lives.. the past 2.5yrs he has been here in aust with me
and i love him
and my god im losin it cos hes not here
and he has huge family problems at the moment and i wont go into them but its stressful for me and i dont really know his family so i cant imagine just how he is coping
but i miss him and it means he is not talkin to me as much cos hes so focused on all this family mess he is in
and i dont want to push him and make him mad cos i love him and he knows i am here for
but i need him too
i need to know he still loves me
leaving him at the airport as he went to his plane was the worst time ever in the past yr
oh god i miss him

sorry i just needed to vent that

awww ((((((((((((((((bronee)))))))))))))))))

sending you lots of supportive hugs and lots of love

you know you have us to lean on - not quite the same - but we love our aussie

take care baby, pm me anytime

kezza xoxoxoxoxxo

[sabby]

((((((bronee))))))

I can so relate to the long distance pains. I'm so sorry you are apart at the moment. I hope that he is able to work through his family problems quickly and the two of you can be back together again very very soon.

xoxoxo
J

im about ready to call it quits
if i dont here from him today
its over
my heart cant take it
its just about broken
for the millionth time
and i just cant do it no more
i love him
but if im not that important to him now
then i feel i was used
again
im not going back there
im not staying

[TYMBERWOLV]

Bronee ,

I understand the frustration but honey you really do not want to complicate the situation. You have experessed that his family is having some issues. I know that there is a time diff from canada to aus ..

Take into consideration what he is dealing with now also. He also left you at the airport , He is dealing with family issues, he is dealing with the same pains that you are experiencing .. He knows that he cannot be thier with you when you need him the most..

Before making a hasty judgement based on your perception just make these considerations


Tymber

tymber ty ur rite u know
i shouldnt
ive been rationalizing it in my head and im just lost

(im constantly told not to make major life changing decisions when severely depressed....when the hell do i get to make a choice then... and what the hell does it matter cos i will always choose wrong anyhow..)

[snowflake_48888]

Bronee,
Don't think of it as making decisions when severly depressed. Heck if that was the case...I would never make a decision either. What I prefer to say is don't make the decisions based on emotions. Emotions can be very deceiteful along with our minds. Sometimes we are our worse enemies....always replaying in our minds scenarios. The more we concentrate on them, the more we find dissappoint. Tymber is right....take into account what Josh is going thru also. Maintaining a long distance relationship is tough.....but it can be done. Just hang until the emotional upset is over......take the time for decisions. Only you know what is right for you...
Love ya
Snowy