[Macd123]

Its been awhile so I thought I'd tell her about a recent trip I took. I don't have many friends and she was one of my best. She always seemed so attentive when I talked to her and seemed interested and god did I need someone to listen to me. Well she's been with someone else for awhile (I was sort of hoping it wouldn't work out - this is how twisted the logic in your mind can get when it comes to relationships) and I know that I'm not her number one priority. Well I thought that I had absorbed all the punishment of not seeing her for awhile and that it would be okay talking to her and sharing. Wrong, her level of interest was about nil - she smiled politely and nodded when I showed her my pictures. It was a nightmare like I had pulled a stranger off the streets and forced them to watch a home movie. How did we get to this point - how could all the feeling (interest) just evaporate into the atmosphere. Where did that person go? Then I realized that she was never coming back - time had buried the person I knew in some impenetrable tomb. I looked at her and started to tear up - her graveyard pupils told me she was not coming back. I have not slept in two days - she hurt me. Somebody falls off the edge - life goes on.

[healingme4me]

Seeing exes isn't customarily easy. My first instinct is to say, there's plenty of fish in the sea. Now, with this trip behind you, you've something to share with someone new, but someone new can't arrive if still shackled, yes shackled, to someone from your past. ..

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Look for the positives that came out of this trip. Now you are certain that she has moved on. With this certainty in your mind, you can also finally let go and move on.

[Fuzzybear]