[aussj4link]

She broke up with me. Then some time later she said she wanted to get back with me. We talked. We traded our words of love. We made promises for the future. And then in an instant, it was all in vain. In one small paragraph she broke all the promises. Crushed all the love. And gave it to someone else whom she met but only a few weeks ago.

The future held such dream. Our family was only a matter of time. Our lives were to become everything we have ever longed for, staring into the night sky as we begged fate for mercy. This cannot be all there is. Broken promises carried on dead winds. The air is stagnant with the stench of decay. The corpses of my dreams litter my wake. I look to the stars and all I see is blood.

[Keyslost]

You may find later you're better off. This crap happened to me. Regardless of the intentions she had when you find someone who backs their words it will be honest love. Msg me if you need to talk

[s4ndm4n2006]

if she broke it off, took you back and then threw it all away again it seems to me you may have dodged a bullet there. I know that's not what you want to hear and I know that it doesn't help the hurt but she may be too unstable and wishy washy for you to expect anything long term with. It's a very painful thing to go through I understand and my heart goes out to you but there is, I'm sure, a better one for you out there when you're ready to look for love again

[aussj4link]

I was with her for 3 years before she left me the first time. After about 6 months she said she wanted me back. Over 3 weeks we talked about many things including our future and she told me repeatedly that she felt the breakup was a mistake and she would never do it again. Just 2 nights ago she told me she loved me and missed me and all this and that, then last night she sends a message saying she unintentionally started seeing someone else and that she was not going to leave him because he made her happy.

I have no desire now to get with her again. That time has passed. My sanity would not last long with someone who can throw words like love around so carelessly like toilet paper and then flush my heart at the drop of a hat. Despite all this, I still love her and I wish she had felt the same way and not just said so. I know now that words, no matter how strongly, how often spoken, can mean absolutely nothing.