[Yismymindblank12]

Ok this girl I used to like who I cut out of my life entirely thankfully made me wonder of its just me or happens to everyone in different scenarios, but she said she couldn't handle me and she doesn't want to be my friend.

I wasn't angry or upset I didn't care she had an all wrong view of me. She and I are entirely different people she grew up in a normal typically a religious Christian loving big family. So is mine sorta, but I smoke pot occasionally not very often and I am around the opposite crowd she's been around. Whether it's good or bad doesn't matter idk, but I did get clingy one time. I had rough **** go down it's not just her I'm clingy with alot of my friends. I saw her point didn't argue nothing like it didn't hurt my feelings she left it felt like a joke more than anything.

She assumed all this **** with no basis of logic or very little and people misunderstand me so fast they run and leave so quickly. She didn't take kindly to anything I said later after being flirtatious and explicit about me. I open up say something silly once and she's out the door. Like what a joke? I'm angry that I am surrounded by people who I may like trying to change me like she did but failed miserably or make up outrageous stuff that's no where near true and believe it and go crazy. I'm never like that to anyone.

I am wondering if I'm more sane than alot of young people around me. Btw I met her on accident at an evangelical Christian revival church these people were nuts. She cracked too because I'm so ****ed up... Like people like her are simple minded and are a cancer in my life. Sounds harsh but if we dated o I wouldn't put it past she'd destroys everything I have to be with her.

My therapist knows I have no idea how to make relationships stick especially new ones recently because things are going rough very rough. I'm in my second loneliest period of many years in my life. It's sickening I fear losing my mother or my freedom to financially survive. Also my dog dying recently or being put down. I find it unfair that I wasn't given the love I needed the most all my life I was taking care of someone else not me. People hurt me and kicked me in ground harder for crying over it. That's my life, but yes I climbed to her when I was high. Also I smoked that time in respects of a childhood friend who died of a methodone overdose the pot was a gift. I was with friends then and yes I don't mind her annoyance and her words she said to me. I took that positively as a learning experience to what I can, but other than that she seemed much more crazier than me by how her odd behavior online and in general. I'm glad it ended she was great looking but I didn't like her.

Related to earlier I don't know when I feel the choice to say I like this person more right now. I feel pushed and I am pushing back. I am hurting alot but it is not related to relationships with dates wise, but maybe I should take two more years being single being 4 years single in total.

[arundelle]

I think, don't shoot me, but you're making too much of it. I understand that your feelings were hurt, but, in reality, it's only one girl. You're making it sound like everyone will react the same way. That's simply not true.

Deal with your hurt feelings. Then try another girl, one who is more accepting of who you really are.

I know I'm making it sound too easy. Sometimes it really is easy though.

[Yismymindblank12]

Originally Posted by arundelle

I think, don't shoot me, but you're making too much of it. I understand that your feelings were hurt, but, in reality, it's only one girl. You're making it sound like everyone will react the same way. That's simply not true.

Deal with your hurt feelings. Then try another girl, one who is more accepting of who you really are.

I know I'm making it sound too easy. Sometimes it really is easy though.

My b. I wasn't hurt by her. I was hurt by relationships in general excluding her. I mentioned that situation sarcastically because it was funny. Sorry my b.