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So I learned something I needed in my life as a guy from doing something bad as in.
I made a fake dating profile, and basically it's convincing it's real, but I wanted to know how men are as in desperation and all that. Learning the quirks of men I wasn't expecting the results I received.

Not even an hour now I received 200 messages and climbing fast on so many many many many guys trying to ask me out and hit on in creepy ways.

I wanted to learn this side of girls first hand, I was disappointed not in the results, but the fact what men do to get womens attention in petty ways.

I feel sorry and empathetic now for all good looking women all around and even women who may not be as good looking, but even subjectively men find them very beautiful. It's the fact how men use everything to get a woman to fall for them. It's like they fight for one girl to give them attention.

It's not surprising, but sad very sad. I would drink to forget this. I feel morally horrible that their maybe guys who really falling in love with my profile and it's not love, but obvious infatuation. I was very much aware this isn't how I am deep inside. I care about those guys, but I won't give in and give them what they want, because it won't help me because it's all bad. I'm deleting this profile too soon in 2 weeks. I don't know how long this experiment I'm keeping up.

But I learned for myself, I'm doing way better than them and the sad part a lot of these guys and i'm sorta bisexual and I find them stunning like really hot guys. It's sad how someone like that who looks that good and even not faked a lot of guys don't fake their profiles to often to look like a hotter guy than girls do, but it's really disappointing. I learned that I'm no where that desperate ever I used to be at 15 to 17 years old approx.

I grew up got my heart broken so many times, I learned my first lessons, this one was a very important one. To show I'm much more confident than these men and the fact I learned what love really is and what looks don't matter really means and that how I did everything right so far all my current suffering wasn't for nothing.

that's what I really wanted to know from my abstained from love and dating period for years to get my emotions and life together, because I wanted a better life for me. that I do want a relationship badly, but don't need one, and I don't show it like these guys do. I really care about people, and I want real love from a girl I really like. Guys always like what they see, but a lot guys are aligned with what they see with what they feel and what they truly need and want. Most guys are really amazing at heart, I've learned girls can be too if you get past the ******** they are forced to put up with their walls. I was playing that role on this profile to be convincing as a real girl would respond in today's world.

It worked too well, and I feel bad for some of the men who are even respected serviceman, rich adults, models who are very successful, successful good men, but their eyes are clouded by their own insecurity it shows how they approach me. I see it clearly how women see it how a man can instantly be a turn off. I never really understood the scope on what is the wrong method to what is right.

I know to treat people with respect I treat a girl as a stranger and not try to get too close and get her number and be intrusive. I only will give my contact info if I really felt I really enjoyed talking to her and I am interested in simply talking to her more, because I am very picky on internal qualities of good things in girls. I love women who care, I love women who are different and strive and are good at it. I love women who smile I love women who bring the best out of me over my worst. I never felt this before when I dated it was me only feeling that not the other person, because I was blinded by how happy I was they felt bad and either used me for sexual gratification or that they did love me too and they felt bad that they dont' have feelings for me like I did in those moments when I was dating all the time.

I take both sides into account before I make an opinion or judgement even if mine is wrong or unpopular I'll stand by it if it's valid and close to the actual truth definitely I scrutinize myself more and I made the mistake of being too insecure for women. I lived a very hard life and I put it on them and they put their ******** on me, but every time I was in the wrong, they retailiated much more worse than I did completely cruel. I wouldn't even consider the things I've mentioned on here in my dating life to another girl what the girls I've dated did to me.

I felt unlovable and even when dating I felt like ****. I just wanted a real friendship someone I was emotionally invested in, but not obsessed or feel pressured and not infatuated confident and happy they make me happy.

I learned this from being the girl that guys want and appearing to be what girls actually do sometimes to get men they want.

I've wanted to say I'm humbled and I really wish to meet a girl who is trying so hard for me to put effort to talk to them, and want me to go to them not anyone else. I really want something real. I want the bad and good I want the individual I seek. this experiment gave me confidence in myself I've never had felt before.

Thanks for posting this. I live in a senior community for now. A gentleman was friends with us 2 ladies. The 3 of us were friends. The minute he hooked up with her he has turned her against everyone. Now he has turned on me. I think men are jealous and competing when it comes to women. And once they get them they isolate them to keep them prisoner as ownership. I feel sorry for i see actually what you are talking about taking place here. And this guy is an idiot. He threw a fit and broke his cellphone in half. I am glad you had an awakening of how women are treated by men. It is disgusting and so is some women throwing themselves at them. It boils down to not wanting to be alone and desperation to do anything to be with someone. Everyone is different and i am glad you saw that. Thanks for posting this. I have the upmost confidence you will find someone for you because you know how it is on the receiving end. It does make a difference. Welcome to PC and tc.